God knows how long it's been since I've fallen for this man.... His name is Kamiya Hiroshi.

 

As most people would known his as, the voice actor for many famous anime characters - Attack on titan (Levi), Durarara (Orihara Izaya), Noragami (Yato,) Kuroko No Basket (Akashi Seijuro), One Piece (Trafalgar Law), Bakamonogatari (Koyomi Araragi).

I'm totally head over heels for him xD One problem though.... He's 40 years old... 2 years younger than my father! (DOESN'T LOOK IT DOES HE?

 

Well, while I'm fangirling like crazy, my friends think I'm a little bit crazy over my obsession with him... Ok, he IS my phone wallpaper (I change the picture for the screen saver and for my actual wallpaper but both is of him. He's also my DP in myanimelist, my background DP on Facebook and my DP for WeChat, Whatsapp and Skype...(Holy moly I didn't realise that it was THAT much...)

My godmother keeps begging me to change my DP for my WeChat but I keep saying no. My cousin keeps telling me to get over the man because he's WAY too old for me. My friends have even told me to stop liking him because he's not very good looking and I could do better. (I don't know what they mean here like come on, I look like a potatoe!)

 

I like him not because of his looks. To be honest, I've never liked anyone who was known to be 'good looking'. I mean, I had a massive obsession with Ed Sheeran (Singer) and he wasn't known for his looks. I like this man because of his personality. Like literally, he fit all of my ideal types. Just his height is a bit... >.> But I love this man.

 

My ideal man would be:

- Slight tsundere? As in they don't admit it but they are a very caring person.

- A manly man. When I say that, I mean even if they wear a dress or something, if they are confident with what they are doing or dosen't care for other people's opinion, they are manly.

- Slightly witty. I find it kind of hot when someone can stop a fight with words.

- 180cm tall. He's like 167 but I don't mind! I'm 162cm so it's fine xD

- A nice smile - This is what I look at after I see their personality. To me, I think a smile is important. It shows if they really enjoy my company... I don't want to force them to be with me. I don't want them to be sad.

Who wouldn't fall for his smile!

 

 

He ticks all of those boxes xD For me it's like this.

-Personality

-Intellegence

-Looks

 

I don't care if they are the worst looking person on the planet, as long as I'm able to fall in love with them and they are able to with me, I'll gladly take them.

 

 

I know I won't be marrying Kamiya Hiroshi in the future. I mean, I don't even know if I'll ever meet him! He's just one of those celebraty crushes but people seem to be more involved with my love life then I am. They ACTUALLY think I'm going to run away to Japan and elope with him.

I love him and all.

But the truth is...

 

 

He makes me want to fall in love.

 

 

I miss the feeling of having my heart beat that slightest bit faster for another person. xD And since he's the closest I have to perfection in my eyes, my heart beats for him. However, this is also my way of protecting myself from getting hurt. By falling in love with someone I know I won't be able to have, I won't get hurt. That is how it is for me. xD I'm a little guarded, I know. But... I can't stop it.

 

 

 

This is the real truth behind my love for him.

 

 

P.S: To my friend who said he's not handsome, to me, he's the MOST HANDSOME!

 

 

 

KAMIYA SPAMMMM!!