brEATHES

Hey guys! It's been forever since I last posted a blogpost for sebaek and since i'm free today, i figured that i should. 

Where do I even begin? Okay, first of, I'm sure I wasn't the only one who died when that sebaek scene from EXO Next Door Ep 2 came. It literally just combusted me and I was screaming so hard into my pillow becAUSE I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES HOW COULD IT BE THAT DREAMS COME TRUE?!!?!? of course, sebaek shot to fame in the exo fandom and everyone's sebaek-ed. this should make me really, really, really happy from the amount of time I actually complained about the lack of sebaek and somehow i am happy but... well. Let's not say anything because it'll only waste not only your time but mine too.

LOOK. ING LOOK AT THEM. 

(There's also the fact that I think sehun doesn't like baek that much anymore? i'm not going to say anything about this i'm shh)

ALSO. i'm sobbing so much like... like i said i think sehun seem to not enjoy having baek around but this gif just MAKE  me believe that he does, indeed, love baek even as a brother. i stared so much at it whenever i feel sad and it just gets me in my feels my heart is so aksdhjdjh i can't. the first gif; where baek leaned onto sehun's shoulder and sehun's hand just automatically reaches up to grab baek's jacket... it just shows so much. like he appreciates baek's affection and he's returning it and it seems G E N U I N E. it seems like he genuinely did that because he really does appreciate baekhyun. it may be to my bias eyes but to me, it doesn't seem like an act. not at all. and it gets to me so hard i was crying just staring at the gif. now the 2nd gif; the temple kiss. ;;; i didn't watch the whole thing but like i heard they were talking about sehun's birthday and baek and joonmyeon gave him a kiss while jongin and jongdae gave him airkisses. but like... can we focus on how baek got off his seat so naturally and just walks over to kiss sehun's temple and then that goddamn small smile on his lips when baek kissed him it's just?!!?!?!?! it's-- he so likes it like asdkhfklfh baek probably normally kisses his dongsaengs like that and i know there was one of him kissing jongin like that but like... BECAUSE THIS IS SEBAEK IT JUST GETS TO ME AND I'VE BEEN FEELING SO MUCH EVER SINCE. gdi. my heart can't take it. these two are probably my most favorite sebaek gifs because of how non fanservice it looks it's just so R E A L and so genuine. i'm gonna cry again now. ;;;

please don't stop

Can we also talk about this?? It's not okay?? It really just isn't idek why baek does it why do they make me feel this way i don't remember signing up for this. 

baekhyun also thinks sehun is y and that face sehun wore is just???? like???? 

i honestly just cant. i've been into many things recently. i've opened up to a lot of ships and at the same time, added to my top ones. ;;; i won't say much about my previous notps like idec anymore. AT THE MOMENT I'M JUST SO SEBAEK THEN CHANSOO AND CHANKAI AND CHANHUN AND NOW SEKAI GETS IN THE WAY AS WELL AS SESOO AND IDK HOW I'M STILL ALIVE RIGHT NOW IDONT KNOW I'M STILL BREATHING.

but to speak truthfully. sebaek is otp. like, really one true pairing that never gets old in my heart and will forever hold a special place. my number one, a l w a y s. my love and my life and my heart. sebaek makes me so happy that the times it makes me sad dont even matter in the end. to sebaekians who are with me, let's keep loving sebaek until whenever. i've only been a shipper for a year but i'm so deep under that i cannot resurface. i cannot. i will not. 

P.S: HAVE YOU ALL CHECKED OUT MY NEWEST SEBAEK PROJECT CALLED DAY AND NIGHT??? give it some loooove *-* 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/923937/day-and-night-exo-sehun-baekhyun-baekhun-sebaek