Feeeeeeverrr

I managed to stress myself into a round of tonsilitis. Again. Seriously, when I get back to Denmark I'll ask my doctor if there's grounds for removing my tonsils. It's completely ridiculous that extreme stress kicks me in the face and makes me dead for a week. Especially when it always hits a week into a new semester as well. It's just stupid. I really hope she'll say I can get the surgery, cause I'm sick and tired of this. 

 

I slept around two hours last night. My ears hurt like and I coughed so much I ended up puking. So lovely. I was running a high fever, so I was pretty much just lying stark in my bed with no blankets and still sweating buckets. So attractive. 

 

Once I kind of gave up hope of sleeping I began surfing the web, because that's what you do. I have come to the conclusion that I kind of dislike Yifan. Like... I like him a lot, but I'm glad he's not in EXO anymore. I was one of the avid supporters back when he left, and I will still support any Korean Idol's right to leave their company if they feel like they have been treated unfairly. However, I feel like Kris did not have the right mentality and group spirit to be in a group. I'm happy for him as he seems happy now, but I'm also happy that he's not in EXO anymore. It kind of made me understand EXO's reactions back then. 

 

Luhan is a lot trickier. I really can't zoom in on him. Like, even before Yifan left I got the feeling of him not being a group player from variety shows and stuff, so the fact that he left for more selfish reasons does not surprise me. Luhan is a mystery to me, though. 

 

Oh well... I feel like I should do something constructive, but I kind of can't. I can barely breathe properly, so... eh.. I've been drinking so much water, it's completely ridiculous. And now my eyes are hurting .__.

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mischievous_akmood
#1
awww... I hope you feel better...
bookworm83197 #2
Awww, that . :( I get almost the same way when my allergies are reaaaalllllyyy bad >_> That sounds pretty serious, why couldn't you get them removed before? ;__;
UndeadVampire
#3
I hope the doctor can say yes to the surgery. So you can feel better again.
And Please be well soon!!!