Hi It's a random uhm.... one shot I wrote way back before. Can't post it as a story? I didn't indicate any character? I guess it's up to your imagination. But anyway.. Yeah.. It's bad.. and.... bad.. But heh. :)

 

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“I’m going to have to let you go.” She said, her tears continuously rolling down her cheeks. I shook my head, no, I can’t let you go.

“It’s for the best.. I’m so sorry..” She touched my cheek with the back of her palm and I cling on to it tightly, kissing the knuckles as I sob. We were standing there for a good five minutes not minding the eyes that were on us and the impatient looks of her parents.

Ah, her parents. Why does life have to be this unfair? Why wasn’t I born as a guy instead? Why are we not acceptable? We love each other, why isn’t that enough for us to be together?

“I love you.. so much.” I whisper into her ear after pulling her into a tight hug. She hugged me back just as tightly, sobbing as I continue to whisper my heartfelt feelings to her. “How I wish I could turn back time so this won’t happen. It’s my entire fault. I’m so so so sorry. Sorry.” I feel her shaking her head as she whispers “I love you” repeatedly.

I open my eyes. I bit my lip as my tears continuously fall. I blinked. And blinked. Then I heard a groan. I realized I was holding her hand. I cried and sighed in relief as I my side and peppered her sleeping face with kisses. I pull the covers up to her neck and pulled her closer. “baby..” I whispered in her ear.

“mmm?” she answered, half asleep. I hugged her tighter. Stupid tears stop. She’s here. She isn’t gone. Why do you keep on falling? They didn’t hear me out. Instead I cried harder, the sadness from my dream didn’t go away.

She looked up at me and wiped my tears. “I’m here. Ssshh.” I felt her pulling me into her neck so I buried my face there as I uncontrollably sobbed. In between sobs I kept on saying, “Don’t leave me.”

She hugged me tighter and whispered “I’m here, baby. I’m here. It’s just a dream.” I nod.

My sobs and cries died down. She’s still hugging me tighter and rubbing my arm. I sighed. “Sorry for waking you up.” I planted soft kisses up and down her neck.

She distanced herself to check on me. She wiped my tears and my cheeks. “You’re a mess.”

“A hot one.” I retaliated.

“Nah-uh.” She grinned.

“Yours.” I pecked her on the lips.

No words need to be spoken. That’s us. We knew right away what’s wrong and what’s happening. And I can’t say that I’ve never been this happy with anyone before. She’s the only one who makes me feel this way. Though we have our ups and downs, we’re still here. We’ve gone through lots of things yet we still pull through. I don’t know, sometimes I think we’re meant to be. But I don’t believe in that. I don’t think she does too. We don’t  believe in forever. I don’t know. There hasn’t been one instance that we said forever to each other. But we say we’ll be together for the rest of our lives.

“Oii.” I poked her.

“What?” She answered lazily as she’s drawing circles on my back.

“I love you.”

Her hand stopped. “Stop it.” She slapped me lightly.

I bit her skin. “Aaaaanggg!”

“Alright alright, I love you too.” She laughingly said.  “What happened in your dream?” She continued the circling on my back.

“Mmmm..” I hummed, refusing to speak.

She sighed before planting a soft kiss on my forehead. “Still the same thing?”

I nod.

“I’m not going away. Neither am I going to be taken away. You won’t lose me anymore. Not again. Not now, not in the future. Not ever. I’m going to stay with you over here. Cuddle with you every night, in the middle of the night, every morning until we both grow grey hair.”

I listened. To her. And to her heartbeat.

“Or it’s just going to be you with the grey hair. I can go to the salon and ask them to dye my hair.” She laughed by herself.

I bit her again. 

“Ouch..” She said.

I looked up and planted a kiss on her chin. “Sleep?” I offered.

“Mhmmmmm..” She closed her eyes right away.

“Tsk.” I fixed our sleeping position so she’s hugging me by my waist and she’s in the crook of my neck as I possessively wrapped my arms around her shoulders. “Love you.”

“mmm.” That was her only reply but of course I was more than contented.