My Status pt. 2: Yes, I'm still alive.

Hi AFF,

Yes, I'm still alive.  I've been inactive for a few months now due to a death in the family that occured at the end of last year.  Unfortunately, my life hasn't gotten much better as I had yet another death in the family to deal with just two weeks ago.  Yes, I'm surviving, but no, I haven't progressed much in my writing.

It's not every day that I'm rocked by two deaths in such a short period of time.  In fact, the last time I had even something remotely close to this was ten years ago when my first grandparent passed away.  It's not easy but I'm dealing with it with as positive an attitude as I can muster at this point.  I dearly miss the AFF community and my stories.

The good news is, I can feel some inspiration coming back.  It is in part to burying myself inside the workd of KPOP and Kdramas to ease the hurt of what's happened so far.  I'm dealing with the second one much better than I did the first death (both were of natural causes) so that's good news.  I hope I can come back soon as I have already wasted so much time not writing the stories I love.  

Thanks for your patience again while I wade through life.  I hope your years have gone far better than mine thus far.

Poko

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yDeathEater
#1
I'm so sorry to hear these kind of news! I wish I had been there for you when these things happens. My condolences goes out to you and your family and I hope that things will turn out ok. I miss you ❤️
aryadrottning #2
I hope everything gets better soon <3 take care of yourself
itheroll
#3
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you will feel better soon and I know that only time can heal a broken feeling. Your family members will be watching over you from a better place now. Keep the faith and hope you can get through this well. Hwaiting and remember we here are all for you too ^^
satrina7 #4
Poko I'm so sorry for your loss, I know that people tend to say that it takes time but is just like that, just give it time and little by little things will get better and know that your family members are resting peacefully and keeping an eye for you, hope you get the strength to keep striving and that we are here for you :)
annalulz
#5
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a family member is tough, but losing two in such a short period of time, I can't even imagine. I think, right now that the most important thing is that you're okay and getting through this rough period, the fics can wait. Fighting!
inixaw
#6
i'm sorry for everything you've went through. please stay strong, we're still here waiting for you....
take your time! there's nothing to be pressured here <3
oppach #7
I'm so sorry for your great loss. I miss you I hope things get easier for you
AnVocNighMa
#8
Aw, it's okay, authornim. We all miss you, but if it's hard for you, don't force yourself. Hope you are healthy.
PandaxoxoDragon
#9
I hope you feel better, and I'm sorry for your loss.