visual. yookyung
backup visual. ye eun

appearance. ara wasn't anything special with her rather petite height of 158 cm and weight of 44 kg that wasn't either too skinny nor on the plum side.she had first made a tattoo when she was sixteen. she had the nerve to make one, but wasn't brave enough to make one that is clearly visible. She had then pierced her tattoo on the upper part of her earlobe and started wearing specific earpiece   (when she is with the crew ) during occation. she had a thing for earrings that is like a chain, feathers. having more courage to make one, she had make another tattoo. and basicaly one dedicated for her bias, hahaha.
fashion sense.                                                                                                                                            < Normal hour > being born and raise as heiress of prestigious families in korea, ara had taken a liking in preppy or girly clothing. wearing khakis with soft colour blouse underneath a blazer, matches with pearls necklace and her other expensive and branded accessories.  Blair waldorf inspiration.                         < CAsual >  being short and all, ara tries her best to make her legs seem longer than it was in reality. she would only use skirts or shorts pants on casual occasion. she would matches them with either crop tops or tees and sweaters larger but with an even shorter shorts length. high heels is like a must in a short girl life definition in ara's opinion. she would use others shoes attire too, but she'd find the one with higher sole and even put insoles inside.                 < dresses and mask >      she wears dresses and her accesory mask. matches with red heels and red lipstick. sometimes she even suprises herself, wearing rather exposing clothings just for the sake of gaining more recognization from jongin. she even wore wig and lenses in case some of her "crowds" are there.      < On the Job >   wearing darker clothing and combat boots, ara eventually had taken a liking in leather jackets though she keeps them in a minimun during her "normal hour."  but her center look when she's on the job is basically her black leather jacket, combat boots and her mask. she never open them in front of their prey, she looks straight in their eyes and whisper "We purge to cleanse our soul. "

personality. Ara. she's the girl who is definitely in the circle of the rich and preppy crowd at her ivy league high school. she is one of the girls who look down on others as they put on their smirky face watching delusional middle classes  trying to climb the social ladder. she could have said she never had taken a part in bullying, but doesn't by standing there and letting people got injured and damaged, wasn't she's also to be blame. they keep their friends close, but their enemy closer. that was the survival way in agaue "Noble " ivy league if you want to make it out unharmed. they are no one to trust, no one who aren't fully  commited on their own path and definitely there's no "we" in their term. they're friends, aren't they ?  BUt really, are they ? she knows that ara bear, the name her family addresses her at home wasn't meant to be as a sweet nickname they meant it to be. and ara will never forget those fact. the fact that they had turn her own name into something against her. "Ara bear, wasn't that fun ?" "Ara bear, you look so adorable today. " " ara bear, you should't have done that. " looking them straight in the eyes, the always calm demeanor she once had slowly shattered as her laughter keeps on going darker.   < Malice >                                                                                                                        she's really something else isn't she ?  she never really love the spotlight. But she does when someone she despise does. in ara's logic, she had never attracted to something at first, yet kowing someone else wants them. she suddenly feel intrigued herself. does they know something i don't ?, that is what ara will think. she's just unhappy in her opinion, she doesn't know what brings her happiness besides robotically doing whatever her parents desire. and maybe because of that, she craves for the need to know she is indeed superiour than others as her life is not underneath her own control . i'm a realist dreaming about the impossible, ara often quote. but on her own, she's clueless at most. what does she truly wants ?    < sadist >                                                                                 this is my last chance, i had to do this. but one thing ara does know, she is intrigued in him. in the guy she first search for in a crowded room. she had confidence, she always believe so. but when it comes to something she does want herself, she stumbles backward. she doesn't need another person to define her happiness. but she wants him, badly wants him. I'm only me when i'm with you, she thinks to herself as she looks at his happy glint in his eyes as blood splashed around. then, what does it make her. is she in love with the idea of killing or is she in love of the idea of killing for love ? < obsessed >                      it's too much of a hassle to knock senses into her. ara is the kind of person who never sits well with the answer no, being dotted and all. ara had taken a liking in having her way. she will take all means to have her desire but she will be subtle in them. she acts like she is handling the situation well with her calm and compose statue, but she's actually burning inside. growing up with eyes watching her every move, learning by hand that it does not take much of a crack to put all the puzzles together, ara knows better than to react spontaneously. she is fine being on her own, but she can't help feeling lonely.     < composed >                                                                                                                             remembering the words always being said by her father, never ever trust anyone, not even youself. ara had always beng paranoid, overthinking even the smallest thing, thinking way ahead in case of whatever scenario may happen. ara has the knack for perfection from her mother, making sure all is well before taking a step forward. ara is calculative, even willing to learn others speciality to make herself more useful. not for others beneficial, but for hers. for her survival, in case the worst turn out as a reality.                               < calculative  >                                                                                                                                when she's in, she's in. ara doesn't even care that some of the crew hated her because she's suddenly in the crew after they have a stable organization on what role is whose. she doesn't care that they treats her nicer than the others, in attempted to taunt her, lowering her status of not even worthy of their opinion besdides the fact she's a rich ers too. she is determined to show them that she is worthy, that her connection is even of a larger scale than others. she's still in the crowd, and pretty high in the social ladders. she wouldn't let them disregard her, the way her "crowd " did to her. she succeed before, and she shall succeed again. ara always got what ara want. isn't that how things  suppose to be ? < determined >

position. HEaler ; she's the one responsible in making sure no one is injured badly after the match and run after their bloody party. she wasn't needed much actually as they point out, but she insisted she should be included for just in case. and being their lazy , jongin and the others just let her come along, being too much of a sruggle to make senses into her. 
strengths.  firearms, first aid, agile, perspective, composed
weaknesses.  crappy hearing skill, too stiff in drastic changes, can't adept well to different scenario

trivia.                                                                                                                                                          - she likes to light up her own lighters but she rarely smoke, she said " i don't want smoking to define me. "                                                                                                            - she cares a lot about her appearance, including the small details like her hair style and accesories she's wearing.                                                                                     -   she had taken self defense classes, krav maga after a cousin of hers had been kidnapped. she even had a license for firearms after her constant paranoid of economical crisis causing people to haunt the wealthy.                                                   -  she likes to see the discourage in others face as she got what they desire.           - she always carry along a blade that she haven't even know to use.                         - she wants to join along because if they made it unnoticed, she's gonna resume her studies abroad hence the  murder scheme will be on her so call memory adventure. besides the fact, she wants to be there when they murders her "crowd ".                                                                                                                                                   - she doesn't get mad, but she hold grundges.                                                                         - has a on  ry.                                                                                                                  -like typical upper classes daughter, ara had learned various skills like cooking, knitting, playing violin and piano, ballet, ballroom dance , various languange, lacrosse, horseback riding and etc. 

 

background.  han ara. the heiress of the han corporation who's more known on their various hospitals rather than their law firm.  she is indeed one of the wealthiest families in korea, but not quite enough in her parents view. both of them being purely married for the sake of larger and stronger bussiness partnership, ara and her older brother had been taken to endless number of formal dinners to meet up with other wealthy families. but ara, she never really hate them anyway. for her, this is better than having to hang out with her " crowd " or hear her parents talk bussiness during dinner. she doesn't mind hearing their stories as long as they don't prowl much about her days. she will talk about what she wants but that is it. so when she was twelve, and her parents decided to part way as they don't benefits each other anymore. with their serious tone and both of their eyes on her, asking whose side is ara siding. ara was speechless, she was looking down at the plates, playing with her fingers as she finally got the guts to say, she will side on whose side her brother choose. she looked up and soo was showing a warm smile, " they had decided to send me abroad ara. it's up to you. you have your own choice, choose them wise. " but she knows, those warm smile wasn't suppose to meant something warm. she knows that soo was as heartbroken as hers, but nobody even asked his opinion though being older. it's always her choice, her decision, her desire. she is free to choose, but soo. poor soo had to live up to the expectation, had to forget his own desire to fullfill his supposedly destiny. soo had always look out for her, keeping her close during parties in case some e would her, read stories for her when she was younger. but she knows, deep down as they grow older. soo is distant, almost disliking her at time but he's there. he is always there despite it all. she was crying then. not for her parents divorce but for soo. she knows he's not coming back to seoul when he's there. that wasn't the goodbye for her parents, but for them. they had been the victim of their parents sense of biasness.                                                                          it was chilly then, she had been waiting for two hours for them. so when she had heard their laughter coming out of the cinema, talking about the movie. ara was dumbfounded. looking at her with their innocent expression, almost apologetic they said they had informed her the wrong time. knowing they want to see an outburst, to have a reason to ruin her. ara had shrugged then,  saying it was mistake on both side, ara should check the schedule herself. she was stoic, her expression didn't give it away neither her body language, but looking close. her fists was clenching and unclenching back and forth. yangnam had been there. he had seen her. looking lonely in her expensive clothes and snotty expression. yangnam wasn't stupid, to invite someone along the crew just because she was lonely. so he pays attention at her whenever they crosses path, whenever she saw her during parties before the start their bloody parties. they had a hard time entering a party as the connection they have wasn't able to get them through the tight security. " they're with me. " ara said at the bouncer, knowing better not to start a commotion the crew had only nodded at her.  yagnam wasn't going to let it pass though. " why'd you do that ? " looking at him with snotty expression but end it with a warm smile at the end, " don't you think with only small gestures, the world can end up being a better place. ? " she had walked away before he could prawl more about her. she was smoking outside the club, when she saw a number of teen going out the club with a smirk or some bored out look. she had saw mask hidden in some of their pockets and jongin had seen her. quickly making her exit, ara run with all her might, but even in her fastest pace, they had catched up. " well, well well. shouldn't people warned you that running in heels is dangerous ? " she should have been shaken she knew it, begging them for her life or either cry out for help. but she was more focused on being finally able to do something for her brother. by dying. giving him a reason to be the doted one. " sweetie, say hello to lucifer will yah ? " " make it simple sehun, she wasn't on the plan tonight. " " she's not but she will. " looking at sehun in the eyes with a warm smile, she ironically said, " we purge to cleanse our soul. praying for a better day that never comes on every tomorrow. and i did hope today would be the day. a sacrifice for another sacrifice. so love, let the purge begin. " they had look like she was mental, so when he had pushes the blade into her, yagnam had audibly said " stop ' before she passed out as sehun pushed them deeper. ara had woken up in her own vip room at her own hospital, besides her was yangam looking creepy as ever with beatings unlike before. " i had a message for you. it is wise to keep your mouth shut about us. " yangnam was about to rise up from his seat, when she had grab his wrist making him rigid. "thank you. "                                                                                                                 it was later on when ara had meet them again. but it was at her friend's house, it was done at her friend's room. she was about to walk up the stairs after her friend ( name of whoever victim character  ) was gone too long. knocking on the doors when she was gone for almost two hours, she had troubled listening what's happening inside, not that the lound sound of the music playing is helping her out. " I'm coming in. " she opened the door but it was locked. trying again to open them, ara said she will wait for her outside.  bored waiting, ara had walked back down when she saw yangnam walking towards the back entrance door. making her way towards him, she was taken aside by sehun who hisses at her face and not so kindly said " back off " almost sounding deathly. "Let me help you. " " what ? " "let. me. help. me " " how ? " "i'd be your healer. you're injured. you can't expect everything to be a smooth sail. you can't be that dumb are you ? you wouldn't think us rich ers won't tighten our security, there wouldn't be not even one cctv recording your act nor that they wouldn't be totally helpless. haven't you heard about the perfect competition ? it is about us. we're the contestant. we're the slave. let me help you. besides knowing firsthand about my society commitee, don't you think we wouldn't have something up our sleeve. we wouldn't be that dumb having our death to be a joke. "  she was then a member of the crew, much to the dislike of the others. she was the ironic in them. hurting her " crowd " when she is also still the crowd.                                        ara didn't started off as easily as she predicted. she wasn't able to adept well to her surrounding as all this while, she is either with her own crowd or be left alone.  trying her best to blend in with the crowd though having to have an only one-sided talk with them, ara feels as if as long as they don't walk away when she talks is a nice thought on her half itself. on the first mission she comes along, she was slower than the others. clearly she is the odd one out as she perfectly fit in the upper classes picture. stirring away from her, yangnam only watches her from afar. he'll still have to assist her more than to suddenly let her be close to him. but he likes her character, despite the constant protest of sehun. she doesn't sass others as much as the others in the crew. she either stay stoic or she calmly show her signature warm smile. she was then had been put under yangnam's care. spending more time together than she does with others,  yangnam eventually let her in his life a step by a time. it didn't seem well to yangnam as kyungsoo had been nice to ara, and being ara. someone who is nice will make her into a er for them. she wasn't acting cute though, much too the liking of crew.                                             opening a little to her, yangnam asked her out of the blue why she was waiting for so long when she could have went home at the cinema. she was about to ruffle his hair when he moves away, but he still stay sitted near ara. looking at the night sky at the rooftop, ara said " it is like how I was about to ruffle you hair, maybe just maybe when I show the right amount of love and care. people will eventually does the same back at me. you can"t expect love to easily be given away ? for me, especially for me. i have to gain others love in order to be loved. you see yangnam, my parents and the society tolerates me because I tolerates them too. i had always been around them. them, yes they are my friends. we weren't always like this. we once had a great time together. but greed, deception, hatred changed them all. everyone has their own way in facing their fears, and this is how I face them. i face them head on, cracking their power over me and yet cracking myself at the same time. i used to have a brother. a really great one at it. just much like sehun and yours. but mine was more complex. for you guys, sehun was the one clearly showing the upper hand, the dominance. but mine, i was the one in control in the blurry picture. but behind them all was him. my brother. i liked the though of being control, he likes  the control. so when the reality crashes our world, we both realize much to our displeasure. he wasn't in control, his life is already being planned all this while, whilst mine was still a blurry picture acccording to the way I want them to be. he didn't like them at all, he despise the thought of my freedom. unknown to him, it was just my parents nicer way to say " You are much in debt to us, marry off with anyone we desire will you ? " nothing could save the already sinking ship, but yours. it is still in their rocky pace. so yangnam, don't ever let them wreck.  " yangnam plays with ara's lighter as he barely said, " You talk too much. " she smiles as she spins around a bit under the eerie night sky, " it's a sign we complement each other. oh and yangnam, next time. don't interfere when sehun lashes out at me. i'll be fine. i'm a noona, your noona. ( sheepishly grin ) ". yangnam just shakes his head as he lets ara dance in front of him, clealy cluelees as sehun watches them from behind.                                                                                                            p/s : idk how to explain but ara and yangnam have a one to one talk when they think people wouldn't be looking. either when others is sleeping or when yangnam accompany ara take a walk around the night sky, wandering around as ara has a harder time vanishing her guilt. and yes, ara lives alone as her parents not so subtly hint her to spend quality time with guys they had introdced to her all this while.

the good.                                                                                                                                            he's the rose of sharon |   kim yangnam  | antisocial, blunt , witty   | they have those awkward close relationship which yangnam keep her close but she still need to stay away at the same time. being the youngest and losing conctact with her brother, ara had taken a liking on him. pestering him yet knowing when to stop, trying to make him open up to her by opening up first and even talk him out to hangout with her outside the bloody party hour.                             some knight he is | kim jongin  | cynical, devious, ambitious | ara try her best to be on the good side of jongin, always trying to act confine and not paranoid like she is truly is. she never pester him with any remarks nor show obvious flirtingnand didn't even mind he's close with others as long as he looks at her direction from time to time.                                                                                                         the bad.                                                                                                                                                the thorn in my roses| name of one of the victim| vain, proud. masochist| growing up together, there is bound to be rivalry between them. but she never see her as a competition before, but as they get older and her making a tighter bond with their ivy league crew, she unmasked her perfect face. she's vain and destructive.                                                                                                                                    some weed in my garden | one of the crew girl member | insert personality| they didn't go well with their character. loving the attention of others, she didn't want to share the spotlight with anyone else. but the problem is, ara wouldn't care if it is not their own desire.                                                                                the ugly.                                                                                                                                              reason for the downfall| father| han seul | greedy, bias. controlling|  he had always been the one deciding the life of ilwo. he let ara have her ways just because she could be the one, who end up marrying a wealthier heir.  expanding their bussiness to a larger portion.                                                                      like some painting on the wall  |mother| han arum | arrogant. calculative. feminist| she had always been calculative in everything she does almost like she's been possesed, she craved perfection the most. she speaks highly about herself and in her view, everything revolve around her.                                                  in darkness he's the light | brother  | han soo | protective. paradox. unpredictable  | he likes being the one in control. hence, the sense of protective he has over ara. he's the only one who listen and care for what he says. he's the type to say the opposite of his words, and expect people to understand his.                                     

love interest. han soo ( lee soohyuk )
backup love interest. oh sehun

personality. han soo. he's the guy with a few words. more known for his action without much explaination. soo never bothers much about voicing out his view neither does he cares about others opinion. but when he knows about the different opinion someone has , soo would't even be slightly interested in that person. soo likes to keep things quiet, not much of a talker, soo had always been carried along whatever the crowd he seem to blend in. he likes to be the dominant one, but doesn't want to be dominant upon someone unwillingly. he likes the attention he doesn't even need to compete for. 
background. being the older one between them, soo had always been more dominant in their relationship. for ara, the proectiveness soo possesed was because he's just trying to be a good brother, but the truth is soo doesn't sits well having to share ara. he likes the attention he receives from ara. he likes the fact ara is dependant on him, but also despise the clinginess. he likes the thought of ara , but hate the fact ara makes him to fall in love. but when, their parents had parted way, and soo had been decided all along to be send abroad, with or without the divorce in the way. soo decided that it was better to run away, than letting ara knows he's just as helpless as she was.

relationship. blocking all contact he has with his past. escpecially with his family, soo had left without a single glance the moment he had walked in the departure door at the airport. not even caring, whether ara might get hurt along the way. 
interactions. preparing to go back to his hometown after succeding in getting his bachelor in bussiness, soo finally arrive at seoul after 7 years living abroad. greeting him, (name of one of the victim ) the only friend he keeps contact while abroad, he decided to make a big welcome back party for soo. unknown to them, it was that party, that night, that specific person was the victim of the crew next target. not only being a rich ers, (victim's name ) is also arrogant and a prick. deciding to finally make an even larger scale of killing, it was plan to be a fullout murder party on their crowd. the crowd that soo was in. and even despite the fact that soo was abroad all this while, the crew wouldn't let that fact to be an excuse to let soo go. so when ara tried to stop them, sehun had pushes harshly ara's body towards the wall. screaming murder if ara dares to ruin their plan in whatever ways. to make his point more across, sehun had throw punches and kickes hurting ara like never before. so when ara looks at kai, watching at his stoic demeanor without even a flinch, ara knew then she doesn't even meant to him.
ending.  i don't know myself. but if i had asked for an ending, what is the point in reading a story with an already known ending. but just as a suggestion, ^^ ara vow to get soo out alive even if she had to sacrisfice her own live.

 

what is your opinion of kai? he used to goes along with the formal dinners. standing tall in his suits and neat hair, he used to look out of place though wearing the exact same attire as others. he doesn't suit well in the social ladders. he's almost smiling sincerely when he's along the crew, keeping his composure still but lack of the tons of weight he seem to carry before. he's the brain, the foundation of the crew.  

what about your opinion of sehun? not pretty sure where the anger is coming from but what do you expect. you can't expect someone to really pin out the reason behind their act. sehun is known for his ed up mind, but to him maybe the humanity attached to others is what being ed up is all about.

and what are your thoughts on kyungsoo? he may seem like someone who is worthless with his much humanity he possesed, but that is the reason for the barely attached sanity the originals have. he keep them sane, keep them in the line though maybe not doing enough. what do you expect from someone who is passive aggresive.

lastly, what do you make of yangnam? yangnam. the baby brother i never have. though his personality is making it harder than it should be. having to grow up faster than the others his age at such a young age, it is a wonder he haven't started killing earlier. he's as much as a lone passenger walking this supposedly black and white world. black versues white. but what if, others black is  another whte. 

and finally, what are your views on the murders? it doesn't even need a million reason to like someone but there could only be only one reason to dislike one. to them, murders aren't done for no apparent reason. there has to be a trigger behind the murder. but what if, they end up liking the idea of splashing blood and whimpering helpless sound of defeat ? would they stick to the reason or end up killing just for the sake of fun. but all point aside, if it ain't the one i loved, i wouldn't care a thing. and loving and loved back are two different thing. 

comments/questions/suggestions. does sehun has a in giving name ? cause as creepy as it seem, i had read on all application and most has their specific name from sehun. does they even need a healer ? ^^ I hope they does though.
scene requests. flashback, as she saw soo being tied up along the others victim. maybe a scene where she seem detached with the reality as she first see the crew in action. holding hand, her head at yangnam shoulder as she looks at kai's back at the roof. she had grabbed other crew's member to help him/ her to keep up the pace, running away.                                                                             password. mama, we all go to hell.