OT11 Happy Camp, finally :')
[HD] EXO - 140705 Happy Camp 快乐大本营 (eng subbed)
Hi guys. :)
Believe it or not, ever since Kris became Yifan to us, I haven't had the heart to watch this because this is the show where OT11 has talked about what had happened.
It took me almost a year to face this video because I've read what the others thought of the members' messages.
Being Yifan was my bias, I don't think I could handle the members' reaction first hand because I, myself, isn't very happy with how Yifan decided to end things.
Here are my thoughts regarding the Chinese members' side:
Luhan - he was pretty vague here already compared to Tao and Lay's reactions. I dare say that he has been contemplating the thought of leaving EXO already. He might've just been waiting for the concert to be finished or he was waiting for some compromise from their company. When they did this, he probably has 80% sticking with EXO. I think that he really didn't want to leave but given the circumstances when he did, I could hardly blame him. :|
Lay - for some reason, I think Lay knew about Yifan's plans. From the tone of his words, it seemed like he tried convincing Yifan to stay when he talked about that yes, what they do is tiring but they can endure it. I can see that he's hurt because even after he tried stopping the other from leaving, he still did.
Tao - oh dear, that baby was totally hurt and disappointed. I've admired Tao for his transparency and kinda sass and his message was a good mix of those two. It clenched my heart when he thanks the members for not leaving EXO, for not leaving him. I've seen how close he is (or was) to Yifan through his statement. As I see it, Tao felt like he lost one of his good support systems and he has put up a shield to cover up his vulnerability that was exposed when one of his most trusted friend has left.
But all we could do is talk about things and believe whatever reaches us. That will be the truth and the reality that we know.
I want to believe that Yifan has his damn good reasons for doing what he's doing. I just hope that it isn't bull because if it is, I would be more than willing to smack him on the head.
It still hurts when people accuse him of being a traitor just because Yifan has done well on the engagements that he had when he has left. They say that the claim for health issues was questioned. Why didn't they think that maybe Yifan's condition won't affect activites such as acting because that won't need hours nad hours and that they had?
IDEK why I'm posting this. Everything is solely on my opinion so I'm not guaranteeing that what I wrote is in anywhere near is,
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