I'm moving it from my story. Originally written on 3oth September 2014.

Okay this is not an update. I'm really shocked and desperate right now by the sudden news from our Jessica.

Really. I've never imagined Girls' Generation other than as 9. Maybe I'm too naive. But all this time, OT9 is something that I treasure really much. I become a SONE because of their bond, the so-wonderful Soshi Bond. Forever 9 is something that has been carved in my heart. I don't know, this is really devastating to me. I love each one of them, Jessica, Taeyeon, Sunny, Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung, Yoona and Seohyun. And they are what Girls' Generation is, or now only was. 

This year, 2014, is just a very difficult year for us, SONEs. Okay, we can handle all those dating news. But this one is different, it's beyond my level of tolerance. The thing that I adore the most up 'til now is breaking apart. Some says it's Jessica's personal issues, other says it's because of her fashion brand. But reading her post on Weibo, I believe that she doesn't want it too in the first place. That's heartbreaking. Why does she have to be 'fired' like this? She's pursuing her dream. That's all. And now poof. Not only her career as Girls' Generation is finished, but also the dream that lies between those NINE people called Girls' Generation. Okay if some of you will say they will be going on, but it would never be the same anymore. Yes, I believe the other 8 will still be doing fine, but not as strong as the past 9. Without JESSICA, Girls' Generation is NOT COMPLETE.

Then I'm thinking and thinking. Why all of this happen? It's really hard for me to find the reasons behind all of this chaos happened to us in this year. In the end, I don't know. I can't find the right one. But whatever that reason lies for these situations, all I can do is respect every decision they made. Whether they decided to be in a relationship, to be married or to stop being a part of Girls' Generation. I will respect it and no matter what, I will always love all 9 of them, each of them, Taeyeon, Jessica, Sunny, Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung, Yoona and Seohyun. They have been a big part of my life and a lot of wonderful memories and lesson to me. That's undeniable. So even if it's hard, even it breaks my heart, I will stay strong and support them. Girls' Generation. Because in the end of the day, I will still always be a SONE. Once a SONE, Forever a SONE. SONE that will always believe in OT9.

You don't have to be agree with me. I'm just so sad right now and wanna write something to ease my sadness. But there is something that I should tell you. I don't know if I can continue this story or not. This story is revolve around Jessica too much. I'm not sure if my heart could take all the sadness from thinking about her. Especially when this story is about letting go of your love for your dream. I feel so bad about it. I hope I can recover soon from this shocking news and come back again. But please don't expect too much from me, I'm just a crybaby. Okay, that's the ramble from me, I hope you can understand.

Right now, From Now On, Forever, Girls' Generation!!!