Because you deserve explantion(s) {and it's dead long}
First of all, happy (belated) new year to all of you! Even though it's March already, and i know it's f late but i reaaaally wish you a great year ahead!
I can't remember when's the last time i'm here so it might be really awkward and ugh yeah.
In these months, many things happen to me which make me kinda be on hiatus on AFF and writing. It's been months since the last time i wrote, even something random like this. I stopped writing on my diary or blog because of some reasons.
I personally come here to apologize to all of you, especially my subscribers who are waiting for me for god knows how long it is, to update my story.
I just finished my study and got my first degree two months ago, and currently working on my thesis for my second degree. If nothing happens, i might get my 2nd on September.
Which means i can move out and start my own life.
I lost all of my data, including my fics, almost a year ago. That's why i kinda give up on myself and think that maybe it's a sign to give up on writing :(
I'm really sorry for abandoning "bloody holiday" (when it's just 1/2 chapters left) and "crystal&break" (idk how many chapters left). It's not because i'm lazy but i'm not in the situation where i can update as often as before. I barely even pamper myself properly with all thesis thingy and my own personal problems ;;
Sorry for a long-rant but idek how to deal with all these things.
My dad and mom kinda argued because my dad wants me to continue my study and take the scholarship but my mommy wants me to earn money asap. It irks me a lot but i'm really hopeless. Anyone?
Tbvh, i feel bad for my subscribers. They subscribe for nothing, and i disappoint a lot. I wanna make up and catch up with everything but idk from where. I desperately need help
In order to manage all these things and continue what i've been abandoned.
Even if it's just someone to talk to, i'll
Be okay.
Once again, i'm really sorry for everything.
-P
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