You have no idea how much

Recently I've been really busy, I had no time or the will to write.

Work and life pulled me away from people that I love,

I didn’t talk with people I love, even though it was on a daily basis-

I felt disconnected, and it feels wrong

I miss you guys. I really do…

I miss reading your comments, smiling when someone text me to ask when am I going to update?

I miss staying till late at night only so I can finish the chapter, I miss that horrible headache when I don’t have any idea how to write the next sentence,

I miss people who stopped talking with me

Sorry if I wasn’t here for you…I've been through a lot…

So what happened during this time?

1. I dyed and cut my hair ^^

 I tried to dye it to black&blue but I guess I waited too much time and it ly to black =_=

Next time I should be more careful…

(but tbh, I look great :P )

2. My best friend got married and left Israel to live in London

Can't say I felt happy about it, she was my only friend, losing her made me feel lonely.

I cried a lot to be honest and I miss her so damn much! Not to mention that her wedding was 3 days after ming's

But after all I was glad she was able to find someone she loves and he loves her more than anything else,

so now I'm very happy for them and wish them happiness  :)

3. I met siwon

Yup yup, you read right…but we'll talk about this topic next time ^^

4. in order to become independent, I did this important step in my life and bought a car

I feel happy and very proud of myself

The next step is to find a husband :P

5.this week we celebrated Purim (our Halloween ) can you guess what my costume was?

btw I did her make up

6. you know guys… I've always wanted to have a baby

The thing is that it's hard to find someone to do it with

I'm looking for a smart ,nice and good looking guy who apparently I was not able to find..so… I decided to adopt!

I feel lonely, my only friend left and I had enough of guys

And then I saw her. It took me only few seconds to fall in love with her and to decide that she'll be mine

So guys, meet Joy! My cute little baby ^3^

joy is curious about eunhae XD

My mom always said "if you want a dog, get your own house and have many dogs as you like, you can even open a zoo if you like"

Having 9 cats is okay. Enormous aquarium full of fishes is okay. A parrot is okay too

But a dog noooooo of course not -_-

I don't get you mom

Anyway I contain lots of love that should be given to someone and a puppy is a great solution

Living alone is great!

Well, that's everything for now

See you next time

Liat