Sorry, I was being kind of nuts. I let Kpop take up too much of my life I suppose, and it was kind of consuming my ability to be completely rational. I've noticed let myself get too deeply imbedded into things (to the point of unhealthy obsession) a lot. I guess I'm not as immune to addiction as I've tried to tell myself. Granted, I was never really that bad even on my worst days, and there are a lot worse things to get addicted to, but I let myself fall into something that, while it oftentimes made me happy, it also made me irritatable and irrational at times. I gave it the power to exacerbate my depression, letting myself waste my life away, nearly alienating myself from a lot of the world.

Lately I've pulled away from some of the things that I think weren't healthy for me and were dragging me down. I mean, I'm still procrastnating on some (read: most) things, but baby steps. ^^ heheh