im just gonna let it all out in this blog..

*sigh* so you guys know how its winter right now right? it snowed a lot for the past few days..i mean like i like the fact that it snows and all..its prettyy and i love cold..but its really getting on my nerves that my mom always wanted to take pictures outside EVERY.SINGLE.DAMN.TIME.THAT.IT.SNOWS

i mean like i get that she wants to make memories and stuffs..BUT TO GET OUT EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME IT SNOWS IS KINDA TOO MUCH FOR ME! WE TOOK A LOT OF PICTURES AND VIDS ALREADY! ITS NOT LIKE THE SNOW WOULD GO AWAY JUST LIKE THAT..WE HAVE ALL MONTH FOR THIS..IM NOT GONNA GO OUT AND GET READY EVERY SINGLE DAY TO TAKE PICTURES AND SUFFER IN THE COLD!! 

so just now it snowed again..and it is still snowing now.. so my mom just asked us to get ready to get out and take some pics..i refused cause its freaking cold and i wanted to rest a bit before continuing doing all my homework and stuff..plus i dont wanna get ready cause i have cramps -.- so im just like "sorry mom..not gonna do it today..my stomach hurts..we can do it later"...and then she just exploded like "WHY DONT YOU WANNA SPEND TIME WITH YOUR MOM! WE HADNT HAVE A REAL LEGIT FAMILY PICTURE! YOURE ALWAYS LIKE THIS! ITS NOT EVERY DAY THAT IT SNOWS! I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE THEN WE'RE DONE!! IVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU..BUT YOU GUYS JUST DECIDE TO IGNORE ME WHEN I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES!!" BOOM! she just literally stormed into her room and slammed the door. im just like O-O what just happened..

my sister was like 'its your fault! whyd you say no? you know how she is!" im just like.."WE HAD ENOUGH PICTURES! THERES LIKE HUNDREDS OF THEM!! IM NOT GONNA GO OUT EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME! IM NOT GONNA GET READY JUST TO POSE OUTSIDE! ITS FREAKING COLD ANYWAYS! MY STOMACH HURTS! WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE BOTH OF US HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO! AND WE BOTH DO ALSO KNOW THAT SHE NEEDS TO STOP THIS PICTURE TAKING THING! I GET THAT SHE WANTS TO SPEND TIME..BUT THERES A LOT OF OTHER WAYS! DAD JUST CAME BACK FROM FLORIDA LITERALLY THIS MORNING..HE NEEDS TO REST FIRST! WE'RE GONNA GET OUT ANYWAYS TO CLEAR THE SNOW! AFTERALL ITS NOT LIKE MOM IS GONNA HELP TO CLEAR OUT THE SNOW..SHES JUST GONNA TAKE PICTURES OF US CLEARING UP THE SNOW! AGAIN!! THEN SHES GONNA NAG AGAIN FOR NOT CLEARING UP PROPERLY! GAAHH!!" im just so frustrated right now.. i do feel bad for refusing but seriously..i think its too much..

im gonna go and get readyy...and apologise to her..hopefully she'll forgive me.. -.-