Chapter 3: its wierd but i accept the fact that i can understand all the feelings you are trying to imply, idk maybe cause ive felt them too at some point in my life
Chapter 1: VHCBHDVBJDBJDFHJF IM SHOOOK IM SCARED YOU ADDRESSED IT TO ME WTF BNFJFJFHFJFK and yes i have lost someone i love not a lover but a friend because she completed me idk if i can differ between both but i most certainly have beared the pain of losing someone bUT IM CRAZY SHOOK DONT SCARE ME LIKE THAT
Chapter 9: To be forgotten by someone who loved you and to forgot someone you love is the most scariest thing for me.
I love my mom, very much, till this day. When she passed away something inside me died with her. I'm scared, cause as the time goes by as a grew older i slowly forgot a little detail about her. I'm scared. her voice, her laugh, her warmth, her stare are alredy a blur in my memory. I just have her photographs, not a video of her.
Chapter 7: I'm reading this again and crying. The first time I read this was last year and back then I was different. Now I'm suicidal. I have need help hispitilized twice and I tried killing myself 5 times. Overdosed. I was so close to death. Honestly I'm so glad I surivived but right now is one of those moments I wanna die again. I hate my life and I don't see a future for myself. There's nothing for me In this world. I'm better off dead. Wether kyungsoo death was suicide or an accident I get him.
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