YOUR POV:

After the dinner,  Hyun Ah offered bringing me home. Even I didn't want to bother her, I still prefered to be with Hyun Ah unnie than that damn Choi-Ji-Hoo... ugh... >_>

Unnie was talking a lot about her life in Hawaii, but I could even pay attention at all, since I was busy with my own mixed thoughts.

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Omg... I lied to him!!! What did I do!?

-sigh-

I need to let Mirae know about this.... and fix the I just made...

But if I do that, I might have no chance on Myungsoo oppa anymore!!

Hold on... what am I saying!? That's Myungsoo oppa's chance to have his true love and I shouldn't act like a selfish ..... Besides, it would be really great if Hyun Ah unnie becomes Myungsoo oppa's only girlfriend since she can keep him out of trouble and make him stop playing around and stuff. That would be good for Myungsoo oppa... and the important thing is that they love each other...

But I wanna be the girl that oppa loves..!

No no no!!! I can't be like this!!! It's so wrong!!!! He loves Hyun Ah unnie!! And she's the most wonderful girl I've ever known!

But if oppa knows I lied to him, he will surely hate me! I can't tell that to anyone!

SO WHY DID I HAVE TO LIE IN THE FIRST PLACE?? Darn you stupid mind.

Because it was the only choice for me to...to...UGH!

Park Ji Yeon! Park Ji Yeon! You gotta be responsible for what you did!!! Eventually, he will figure out the truth and you will be hated. Can't you see that fact!?

-sigh-

I don't wanna think anymore! This is madness! I love him and I want to have him! It's not wrong!!! right?....

IT IS!

But.... 

Listen up you lill ! You told him you love him already and he did clearly say he does NOT love you back. GET OVER IT! If you really do love him, let him love who he wants. You gotta do what is good for him! you saw how much sad he was when you told him that shiet!!Be happy for him!!!

....But but ....

Uhm...yeah... I have to do the right thing...

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