Because we spent such a long time together,

I was comfortable with you as my friend

I didn’t even know this was love

and that’s how things were If I don’t see you,

I miss you,

you keep appearing in my dreams

I can’t sleep every night,

I spent it in tears because I was afraid of your rejection

I can’t say those words again

today The words I prepared in front of your house

Even in my dreams,

at least in my dreams I want to confess those words as I look into your eyes

Words I really want to say tomorrow

Words I had no courage to say

Because I am afraid,

because I’m so scared

Words I couldn’t say for a long time in case you grew apart

I love you

Sometimes, you get drunk and say you miss me late at night

Then my heart pounds all night so I can’t sleep

Although you just said that out of drunkenness

I can’t say those words again today

The words I prepared in front of your house

Even in my dreams,

at least in my dreams I want to confess those precious words as I look into your eyes

I love you

If I knew it would hurt this much I wouldn’t have started

Again today, I only shed tears

I can’t say those words again today

Words that I’m confessing with tears instead I love you,

I love you

Words I confess alone with a small voice

Words I really want to say tomorrow

Words I had no courage to say

Because I am afraid,

because I’m so scared

Words I couldn’t say for a long time in case you grew apart

I love you

Yoon mi rae-i love you

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Looking forward is one and only thing that I’ve ever dreamed for long..i miss all those freedom that I had when I am young..i miss all the old day where I could only pass the empty road without any misery..walking at the edges without thinking that I might hurt myself when I fall..well..that’s the pass…when I can’t think on my own yet..when I’m still in my childhood..

Strolling around through this sandy path… breath in the softness of the wind and gazing at the calmness of the sea… making me feel deeply calm..all of my sorrowness seems dispersed away..

“Mr Moon, can you take me away forever..? I want to stay in this calmness.. I can’t stand feeling trap inside my own body..i feel ruthless I can’t afford to hurt myself again..” I spoke one last time while looking deeply at the round moon before I turn my back and walked away..

I miss you..

 

 

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