His explanation

Lost In Love

 

The room filled with much of an awkward silence while Jackson was dazed and lost in his own little world. He dared not move an inch since he got scold by the furious Eric to keep an appropriate distance from Jimin. Their interactions earlier were still replaying in his head, over and over again. Jimin’s milky and smooth skins were vividly clear in his mind. Her sweet floral shampoo fragrance lingered in the air as he inhaling oxygen to calm his nervous heart down and shake off the image.

 

Jimin on the other hand couldn’t manage to keep still as she waited for Eric’s arrival to rescue her out of this weird atmosphere. Her eyes were constantly checking in on the time. She could feel Jackson’s stare at her but chose to ignore it. It wasn’t that the earlier incident didn’t have any affects on her. On the contrary, it actually had quite a huge impact on her. She was just endeavoured her hardest by all means to maintain a straight face ‘keeping it cool’. But boy oh boy, his warm embrace that prevented her from becoming one with the floor made her lips parched up slightly at the thought of it.

 

Her heartbeat soon raced almost twice the speed of the clock’s long needle. The level of the awkwardness skyrocketed through the roof. It was distressfully driving her to the edge of sanity. How she wished Eric would come fast to save her from this misery.

 

As if god could hear her prayer, a sound of the doorbell saved both of them from the sticky atmosphere. Jimin held her palm closed to her heart and took a deep inhale. The thin ice between the two kids who were sitting across from each other gradually disappeared.

 

Before the second bell strike, Jimin and Jackson hurriedly jumped off their seats. The younger girl took much wider stride than the normal capability of her legs would. She made her way to the door before letting in their expected visitor.

 

“Annyeong, oppa.” Jimin greeted as bubbly as she could with a smile plastered on her face. She stepped aside for Eric to enter. Inevitably, a small frown of concern appeared on her face imagining how he might start lecturing her anytime soon.

 

“Hey, you.” Eric sighed.  On his way here he thought of how he was going to scold this little girl as soon as he arrived. But having seen the certain lost puppy looks in her big doe-like eyes made him refrained himself from doing so. God damn it! He always had a soft spot for her whenever she looked at him like that. Knowing that he no longer was as furious as he was before, he put his arm around her petite shoulders. “Let’s go in first.”  He spoke and led her inside.

 

Jackson made his way towards the older hyung, ready to give his greetings. Despite the fact that he always teased Eric to his heart contents on live broadcast television didn’t mean he had no respect for the guy. It was just for the show and how close they actually were to each other. However, the Eric he had come across earlier was not the usual Eric that he had seen before. Normally, Eric would be the most chill out and lively older brother that let his youngers teased whatever and however they want without taking it to heart. However, seeing the scary Eric was definitely his first time and knowing that, Jackson couldn’t help but felt a little nerve wrecking. 

 

“Hello, Eric..hyung” greeted Jackson in his much softer tone of voice with a small bow.

 

“Hey, Jackson.” Eric accepted the younger lad greeting as he proceeded into the living room. His gaze fixed on Jackson and began to eye the lad from head to toes. He didn’t utter anything else apart from lightly shaking his head side to side expressing his concerns.

 

In a meanwhile Jackson just quietly stood there with his head down. Judging from Eric’s reaction, Jackson realized that the articles regarding his so-called rumours that involved Jimin must have been released by now. Eric must have seen or heard it already. For he knew the earlier incident alone wouldn’t possibly turn such a reasonable, kind and bubbly hyung into such a spine-chilling hyung that stood before him. Jackson came to a conclusion and accepted the fact that he was in fact, in the wrong for dragging Jimin into his mess whether he intended to or not.

 

Eric continued his stare at Jackson without realizing he was putting up the whole overly protective big brother act. Of course, he was mad at what happened before between his two younger siblings. But he understood it was merely just an accident. Despite that, he was mostly agitated by the public hypes caused by what he believed were fabricated articles about the two in front of him. It might not mean much but it did create a ‘not-so-good’ reputation upon Jimin who was still considered a minor. She will soon officially be 20 years old in less than a month when her birthday comes, but in his eyes she will always be his little 15 years old girl.

 

Jimin couldn’t deal with the ongoing Cold war any longer decided to speak up to clear the air. “Oppa, shall we go get something to eat first? I went for an early morning run and suddenly got called into the company, I still haven’t eaten yet.” She reached out to hold onto Eric’s cardigan sleeves and persisted with an endearing tone.

 

“Let’s go grab a bite first and maybe we can talk things over afterwards?” a younger girl carried on to beg. “Ple-wease, please, please?” Jimin pouted and muttered out with what she thought was the cutest tone she could afford.

 

“Eww, your aegyo so didn’t work on me, little miss.” Eric brightened up upon seeing Jimin attempted to act cute in front of him.  She was definitely not the aegyo type of girl nor one that will use aegyo unless she really had to.It was cringe worthy to witness but he couldn’t deny that she was doing it for his sake.

 

“Alright then, let’s get out of here and get you kids some food!” Eric lightened his mood and beamed a small grin towards the youngers. Jimin’s face lit up and her eyes sparkled at the mention of food. The girl quickly popped in and out of her bedroom to snatch her black snapback before returning to Eric who waited by the exit door with both hands in his trousers’ pockets. Jimin giddily linked both her arms onto Eric like a little happy child that she was before turning back and beamed to Jackson who was following right behind.

 

At the sound of door closing, Jackson let out a heavy sigh of relief. For what he thought was the most awkward and longest 5 minutes in his life vanished into thin air as soon as he saw Jimin put up what he considered a clumsy but cute act. He let out a small chuckle and smiled to himself to the scene in front of him. This girl surely knew how to brighten up the atmosphere and ease out tension.

 

 

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The trio arrived at a small but cozy café nearby that they frequently visited. They waved to the waitresses behind the counter before signaling that they were heading up to their usual spot on the third floor where there was more of a private space. Luckily, the café wasn’t so crowded as it was way past the usual lunch hour. The three chose to locate themselves along the couch in the furthest corner.  

 

Jimin scooted herself in first and Eric immediately slide himself next to her. Jackson was left with no other option but sit on the opposite side. Not long after someone came up to take their food orders and leaving the three alone for privacy. The youngest of the table took off her snapback and placed it beside her glass of water. She casually ran her fingers down her long hair to fix it in place as she sensed Eric’s gaze her way.

 

“Let’s talk about it after the meal please, Oppa?” Eric nodded in agreement and reversed his attention towards the younger bloke who he nearly forgot that was also with them since he was much quieter than usual.

 

“So how have you been, Jackson?” Eric asked in a lighter tone.

 

“I’m good, hyung. A bit tired and busy with both domestic and international promotions but yeah I enjoyed it.  How about you? We don’t get to see each other enough these days.” Jackson responded more comfortably after hearing the change of tone in the elder guy’s voice.

 

‘Busy but still had time to score a scandalous headline! Huh!’ Eric rolled his eyes and smirked after what he heard. Jimin caught a glimpse of her oppa’s reaction to Jackson’s statement. She gave Eric a soft nudge, which led him to mouth the word ‘what?’ in reply.

 

“Oh I’m alright. Schedule here and there. Probably not as much as yours though.” said Eric.

 

“You’re on a lot of Korean television now too, hyung! I’m happy for you.” Jackson said with his sincere smile on his face. Eric couldn’t help but let down his barrier and returned a charming grin. “Thanks, Jackson.”

 

“Thank you for not biting his head off, Eric Oppa!” Jimin laughed as the air around them became less dense.

 

Jackson joined in as he felt less intimidated, “Hyung, you were kinda scary back there! Phew! I thought I would die from the laser that beamed out of your eyes!”

 

“Can’t help it. It’s a big brother instinct!” Eric shrugged.

 

A short while later a waitress brought up the meals they ordered. The trio was in their own little bubbles munching down their food, too busy rather stuffing their faces than carrying out conversations. 

 

As Jackson was the first to finish his share, he took his time observing his older and younger. He sat back into his seat, silently watched Eric taking care of Jimin; pouring her water, wiping crumbs off her lips with paper napkins or even reminding the younger girl to take her time, chew her food and eat slowly.

 

Jackson felt a slight pain on his left chest. All these gestures, he had done them before, it was his part, being responsible for Jimin.  Ever since Jimin joined the company, it was him all along that took care of her despite their usual bickering here and there. She always glued herself to him or maybe it was him that grew attached to Jimin. Before he realized, where there was Jackson, there was Jimin.  She was all grown up now, no longer a 14 years old baby who seeks out for his pampering. After his long year absent from busy schedule, he guessed the younger girl had now found herself a new favourite oppa. He was left bitter after his thoughts.

 

“Oh my god, I’m so back to life now!” Jimin said while rubbing on her stomach.

 

“Duh! So whom was the person I talked to before then? Your soul?” Eric mocked while shaking Jimin’s head side to side causing to girl to scream out in protest.

 

“Yah~” Jimin tried to escape his grip but was fail to do so.

 

“What do you mean ‘yah’, Park Jimin? I’m your oppa!” Eric jokingly scolded. “You little brat, aigoo!” he let go after successfully winded the girl up.

 

Jackson who felt as if he was third wheeling the two couldn’t handle the jealousy boiling up inside of him from witnessing the closeness of the two figures before him, cleared his throat in an attempt to break the atmosphere a little.

 

“Oh, right. So, Jackson.. I think you owe Jimin and I an explanation here. Let’s not beat around the bush and get straight to the point” The oldest back to his serious-self demanded.

 

The sudden shift in conversation made Jackson tightened up unconsciously. Jimin put down her smoothies mug and straightened her seated posture upright upon their discussion. 

 

“Unless, Jimin here possessed some sort of supernatural power that I’m unaware of,” Eric paused a beat and squinted his eyes while scanning and observing the younger lad’s reactions. “Kevin, Amber and I were with Jimin until 4am that night. How could she possibly be with you then?”

 

“Here’s the truth, hyung.” Jackson felt death glare coming from Eric but he muttered up his courage and carried on. “It really wasn’t Jimin but Youngji.” He confessed.

 

“Yeah you’re right it wasn’t my Jiminnie.” Eric showed annoyance at the answer he got. “That I already figured. Why did the news outlet say it was you and Jimin instead? That’s what I’m more curious in.” Eric dig further.

 

Jackson glanced at Jimin for some support; the girl gave him an assuring grin that she got his back and signaled him to continue.

 

“You see, hyung. Both Youngji and I are still considered rookies in the industry. The company reckoned that now isn’t a good time for some sort of love scandals either. It’s not really of an advantage to Youngji and I.” Jackson started to clarify.

 

Jimin who was hearing this explanation for the first time also got tensed up. She wanted to ask him just one certain question but she couldn’t bring herself to.

 

‘Are you dating Youngji eonnie?’ she asked quietly in her mind.

 

She had a feeling that she already had an answer to her question already as well. However, she was just as nervous at the thought of hearing it out loud.

 

A dead air followed right after Jackson’s statement. Eric tilted to have a glimpse at Jimin who was sitting beside him with concerns. He knew just how much the name ‘Youngji’ caused the younger girl’s distress.

 

“Are you and Youngji dating?” Eric asked bluntly. Jimin startled by her older brother’s immediate question and held onto one of Eric’s arm as if he was out of line for asking so.

 

“What? You deserved to know at least this much, Jimin. Since they basically dragged you in on this unwillingly, yes?” He said in annoyance. Jimin just couldn’t help but gave a small nod in agreement.

 

“How do I put it..” Jackson struggled to put his words together but he knew fairly well that Eric wouldn’t back off unless he laid out everything in front of him.

 

“As you know, Youngji and I are the same age. We naturally got along and became close during the filming of Roommates as you have seen.” He paused to catch their reactions and proceeded with further details.

 

“But to answer your question, no, we are not dating.” Jimin let out a little sigh of relief at the end of his sentence. Her heart inflated up with a little hope before Eric pushed out another question.

 

“You aren’t but you were then?” Eric insisted.

 

“Umm..” He paused. “Yeah.. we were for quite sometimes.” Jackson admitted softly. Jimin felt some one poked a needle into her heart and it deflated right then and there. Her heart ached right at his reply. She tightened her fists in attempt to retain her cool composure. But Eric caught on fast to the girl’s expression; he grabbed her hand under the table into his and gave a light squeeze as to comfort her.

 

Jimin looked up at her oppa, not wanting to hear anymore of it knowing Eric wouldn’t drop this conversation unless he got all that he wanted first. She knew she had no other choice but to prepare her heart and go through with it.

 

“Expand, Wang Jackson.” The older one hissed out a command.

 

“We never make it official or anything. We felt connections between us and to be honest, hyung, it was good that we could use up our chances on screen to ‘date’ and experience what it was like for a bit. We decided to give it a try because when else would we ever have the opportunity to do so? The rest we just left it to peoples’ assumption. After the end of filming, we tried to make it work and kept the relationship ongoing but she was too busy, I was too busy. So I guess we drifted apart but remained good friends.” Jackson calmly spoke his mind.

 

“So did you guys get back together or what? Why were you together that night at the hotel?” Eric investigated every ounce out of the younger who now sullen instead of being the usual bright and loud self.

 

“Actually, we don’t know if we had or what we are either right now.” He murmured and hung his head down low after he answered Eric. “Since we never made our relationship official, there was no break up.”

 

“That night she was there for her friend’s wedding and texted me if I was around the area to catch up. I haven’t seen her in a while so I didn’t think much of it and agreed to meet up with her. We weren’t aware of how late it had gotten at the time. So that’s pretty much what happened.” He elaborated.

 

“Yeah, that’s great to know. You and Youngji are undefined, congratulations. But you have to drag my little sister into this?” Eric uttered out sarcastically.

 

“I didn’t mean for Jimin to get caught up in all this, hyung. I swear.” Jackson pleaded. “I would never mean any harms for her, you know that right? I love and care for her probably as much as you do too.” He then eyed Jimin to convey his sincerity but resulted with the said girl turning away and looked down onto her hands instead.

 

‘How would he hurt her when he knew Jimin used to have a teenage crush on him? How could he say it out loud in front of her face that by no mean was he to drag her into his mess or hurt her feelings? He never wanted to hurt this young girl in any way possible more than he already had. That’s why he distant himself away after she confessed to him knowing he could only see her as a little sister. He believed he already hurt her enough for rejecting her that one time. He loved Jimin. He really did. Just never in a romantic way.’

 

It was obvious at the time and he believed almost everyone at the company were aware of Jimin’s crush on him. Although the girl in front of him right now once said that she simply wanted him to acknowledge her feelings and expected nothing in return.  He believed that upon witnessing the girl went back to her usual-self right after so he thought she must have gotten over ‘that’ little teenage crush everyone went through at least once or twice during puberty. He didn’t think much of it or take it to heart. Little that he’d known, the poor girl was crying out all heart contents with Eric and Kevin right after the ‘aftermaths of her brave confession’. 

 

It must have seemed normal for everyone else to assume that Jimin was over Jackson because they always see Jimin, the youngest in the company flaunting her smiles and energy everywhere. Being a tomboy and super easy-going girl that she was, she made friends everywhere she went, mostly being guys. It was understandable to presume that Jackson was really her one time off crush.

 

Through thick and thin, Eric and Kevin were the only two people who knew just how much Jimin took those feelings she harboured for Jackson to heart until today.

 

Jimin sat quietly lost in her own thoughts upon hearing his explanation. She knew all along that Jackson was dating Youngji, despite the fact that they were never admitting it to the public. Deep down inside Jimin knew. She just knew. Their explosion of chemistry onscreen weren’t just for display but they were real. She could see the sincerity from Jackson’s side and guessing the same applied to another party, Youngji. They claimed it was only according to the scripts but scripts could only go so far if it wasn’t without hidden feelings.

 

At first, Jimin felt her heart burning at every mention of ‘JackJi’ couple whenever news article came out. It might probably even be as bad as them being on the show called ‘We got Married’. Everyone would say how nice the pair looked together or how comfortable they were with each other. Yes, she was jealous. She was used to having her Jackson oppa all to herself for the past 4-5 years. Now he was growing fond of someone else other than her. She felt like her older brother was stolen away from her. A piece of her was taken away without her consent.

 

Whenever she mentioned or talked about him on TV, radio or took pictures with him, people left nasty comments on her SNS and knocked some senses into her that there was no such thing as ‘JackMin’.

 

‘You’re so ugly, Jackson oppa will never like someone like you’

 

‘Who do you think you are. Stay away from my oppa.’

 

‘Go back to your low league. Why do you think you deserve someone as brilliant as our Jackson?’

 

‘Do you not own a mirror at home? I’ll give you one and get lost!’

 

‘You’re so dumb? He’s so with Youngji. Stop using our oppa name to get attention already, you loser.’

 

After she came across such comments, she cried and cried accepting her lost. She didn’t understand what she did that was so wrong. He was her closest brother yet she didn’t have the rights to talk about him? But she did stop talking about him in public altogether.

 

Yerin, Kevin and Eric were the one that knew the truth behind her smiley face and a bright act she put on. Underneath all that, she was just another mess of disaster. The trio did all they could to pull her out of that depressing misery and helped her get through each and everyday.

 

Jimin learned to shut herself off completely from Jackson soon after. It was fortunate that he was too occupied with all his activities that he didn’t even notice that someone he claimed to be as if his own blood-related sister have pulled herself away from him. Whenever she talked to Yugyeom and Bambam on the phone for their daily dose of catch up phone call, if the two friends happened to mention Jackson or about to pass on the phone to the older one, she would immediately cut them off and told them some sort of excuses that she had to go.

 

It took her about a year to be able to comfortably talk or interact with Jackson again. Now that she just got her cool back, she was suddenly dragged into a somewhat ambiguous relationship of sort between the two people that gave her most heartache after all these while?

 

Good heaven must be having fun playing jokes on her! Jimin bit her lips to suppress the surface feelings. Then came a phone call chimed in to save her from her own pool of conceptions. She snapped out of it and looked for the source of that certain ringtone before realizing it belonged to Eric.

 

“Hey Kevin.” Eric answered. “Yeah, I’m with her. I’m just finding that out right now.” Jimin was relieved to hear that on the other end was her other favourite oppa, Kevin. “She’s right here. Yeah, Jackson is here too. Okay. I’ll put her on. Wait a second.” Eric the front camera allowing Kevin to see him and Jimin.

 

“Hey Kevin!” Jimin sent him a little wave and tried to put her brightest smile in return.

 

“Jiminnie, Jiminnie! So I heard that you’re finally going to be on Match Made in Heaven Returns?!” Kevin’s eyes were popping out in almost a 4D effect from the excitement he couldn’t contain for his younger sister.

 

“Ah.. my little ones are all grown up and going to be on a dating show. Awww.” He exclaimed in his overly high-pitched voice while pretending that he was pinching her soft cheeks through the phone screen.

 

“Ahh.. That god damn show! Out of all the shows they could have scored me.. Why did you have to remind me? Urghhhh…” At the mention of the show’s name that she will soon appear on, Jimin cussed out from frustration.

 

“Wait.. What are we on about? Fill me in please.” Eric who was out of loop begged to be filled in.

 

“Oh she hasn’t told you yet?” Kevin surprisingly asked.

 

“Ah yeah hyung, Jimin and I will be on that show.” Jackson who remained silent spoke up, remembered that he also will be on the show.

 

“Why you two?” dazed Eric still questioning.

 

“Well, for Jackson I guess it’s for clearing up the dating rumour, am I right?” Kevin rushed in with his know-how. “Am I right~?”

 

“Yeah. How did you know hyung?” Jackson bewildered at the quick pace the older boy was to catch on.

 

“Oh you know, it’s a simple way to cover up any sort of rumours and prove to the public that you are still a lonely single idol who’s hard at work. ‘When am I going to have time outside of such busy schedule to actually date someone?’ that kind of thing. Simple! Go figure!” Kevin casually explained.

 

“Ah.. Kevin sunbaenim! You’re sure one with experience!” Jimin teased as he was demonstrated his ‘dummie guide to an idol’s dating life 101’.

 

“Hey don’t tease me now, Jimin!” Kevin pouted back at the younger girl.

 

“Spot on, Kevin hyung!” Jackson finally spoke after gaping at Kevin’s evaluation. 

 

“Gosh, how I wanna rip that bloody head of yours off right now, Jackson.” Jimin pulled her hair in distress. “For goodness’s sake, now they got me on a dating program too. Grrrr… Why did no one even ask if I wanted to go or not.” Jimin continued her ranting while pulling her hair as a way to release her frustration.

 

Upon witnessing such a scene, Eric got scared that the young girl’s hair might all fall off before their conversation ended. He swiftly was trying to get the girl to unravel her fingers off her hair.

 

“I’m sorry, Jimin.” Jackson sincerely apologized. He knew just how much Jimin hated cheesy variety shows like these. It was all because of him that she had to tag along and had to go through it involuntarily.

 

“But like why did Jimin have to go as well if this was just for Jackson to clear his name?” Eric retaliated another of his curiosities back towards Kevin who seemed to be much more familiar with these sort of situations.

 

“Well, they played it out as it was Jimin and Jackson coming out of the hotel together that night on the news right? And because apparently people ‘adore’ these two’s friendships so much, so it’s safer for majority of people to stick with the idea of the two friends rather than their lovely oppa be dating someone right now. Friends versus Lover, friends are in favour!” Kevin calmly untangled their interests on the subject. “What’s complicated about that?” said proudly an idol of 9 plus years of experience in the industry. Seeing the three on the other end of screen nodding in agreement and waited for him to further analyze. He carried on.

 

“As for Jimin, her appearance on the show with Jackson would convince their friendship and nothing more. From that people will buy it and it will be more believable to say it was just Jimin and Jackson hanging out together as friends on one late night after a private performing gigs of some sort. Plus, she has her comeback soon so it makes sense to use this chance to create and gain some hype from the public before her music release. It’s a win-win situation for both Jackson and the company and possibly Jimin too.”

 

“Ah.. now I get why they said it was a ‘win-win’ situation in the meeting earlier this morning.” Jimin stated as she finally got better understanding of this certain circumstance she was in. “Thank you for your enlightened input, Master Kevin!”

 

“Didn’t know you’re such a guru on this, Kevin.” Eric rolled his eyes and pulled on his derp face as a way to make fun of friend.

 

“Anyway, I gotta run off to a schedule. But Jimin! Don’t be nervous, my member Jun will be on the same episode as you. I told him that you would be on and he wanted me to tell you not to worry. He will look out for you since you guys are the same age friends! He was really excited to know that you’ll be there too! Rightio, time for me to go!”

 

“Alright, talk to you later buddy!” Eric bid his farewell.

 

“Bye oppa! Mwah xx” Jimin playfully blew him a kiss causing Kevin to burst out laughing in joy at his sister’s playfulness.

 

“See you around, Kevin hyung” Jackson gave a slight bow and said his goodbye before the three gathered in front of the camera to waved to Kevin.

 

“Later guys!”

 

“Right! I hope with Jun being there will put you more at ease, Jimin. You have nothing to worry about. Just be yourself and they will love you too.” Eric reassured his younger sister once they got off from the call with Kevin. He patted her hair with much adoring affection.

 

“Oh my god, yay! Junnie will be there oppa! I have friends to play with now! I’m gonna have to call him about this tonight.” Jimin cheerily remarked.

 

Eric had to admit that not only Jimin that was relieved but he also felt more relieved and lightened to know that apart from Jackson, Jimin has friends she could rely on at the recording just in case something uncomfortable was to happen.

 

Upon hearing the name “Jun” mentioned repeatedly and Jimin beaming out her smiles like no tomorrow, he sensed that the two 97s kids must have been close to a certain degree. He just didn’t quite understand why at the thought of Jimin being friends with boys her age or boys in general was making him feeling not quite as ‘at ease’ as how Eric reassured Jimin. He didn’t like the thought of this “Jun” guy hanging out with his little Jimin, not even one bit.

 

‘Why was Eric so trusting towards Jun? Did he not believe that him alone could take a good care of Jimin too? After all Jimin was his little sister way before she became Eric’s younger one.’

 

Sure, he was glad that Jimin and Eric were settled after hearing his explanations regarding the incident with Youngji and why the company decided to bring Jimin in on this matter. Also, thanks to Kevin who was a lifesaver and helped him through Eric Nam’s endlessly intimidated interrogation and made his life a tad easier. However, Jackson should have felt contented after all that but his moods for the rest of the day remained disturb, irritated, annoyance and pretty much anything but ‘at ease’. Of course, his behaviours and acute mood swings didn’t go unnoticed by the other Got7 members. They assumed it was because of the news circulated about his possible relationship with Youngji. But in that moment, Youngji was not once occurred in Jackson’s mind.

 

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A/N: OMG, so hi guys! It’s been ages and so I decided it’s time for me to update this story after I’ve fermented this story away in the dungeon for some time [well, this ship kinda cracked and I had no inspirations to carry on ㅠㅠ] so I apologized for that. I can’t promise you how frequent I’ll be able to update this story but I just want you all to know that I haven’t abandoned this story yet. I don’t know when I’ll update again as now I have thrown the previous plot I had planned out the windows and this time I’m just winging it as I go. But one thing for sure, if I update, it will most likely be a super lengthy chapter like this one! I’m currently onto a new story ‘Dear Friend’ at the moment so I’ll try to balance the update out with that one.

 

Thank you to all my lovely subscribers who still have some faith left in me and patiently waited for me to update hahaha I would highly appreciate it if you guys could leave me some comments or even suggestions on what you guys would like me to cooperate into the story! The more suggestions/ comments I receive, the faster the update will be! I can’t quite fulfill the cracked ship on my own anymore!

 

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