It's hard being an idol's girlfriend. First, we had to keep our relationship a secret. A secret relationship means secret dates, midnight get-aways and disguises which I really don't get to enjoy. Second, I really get jealous of these other female idols linked to him. And lastly, his fangirls are too clingy. BTS' Jin and I are dating for the past ten months. It's not like I don't love him but I'm getting tired of keeping our relationship a secret. He told me that I'll just have to wait a little more time then we will reveal our relationship but from what I am seeing? I won't sit here and wait for his so-called revelation. "I'm tired." I said boringly to him. "Take a rest." He smiled leading me to my bedroom but I stopped him. We don't get to spend so much time together so whenever he has time, he will stay overnight in our home. "No. I mean, let's break up." I told him coldly. "What? But... why?" His voice sounded depressed. "I'm tired of all these s of our 'relationship'" I used my fingers to quotes 'relationship' and turned my back at him. "Yeobo. Let's talk about this." He hugged me from behind. "Jin. It's just..." I removed his hands on me and faced him. "It's not working anymore." "Please don't do this. Let's..." He was interrupted when his phone rang. He signaled me to wait. I just rolled my eyes at him. "Hello... I'm... At my friend's house..." He told the caller while looking at me. "Yes... Tomorrow?... A date?... With whom?... Apink?... Apink's Bomi?... Uhh... Sure... Okay... See you." He kept his phone and looked at me. "Just... go." I stated. "Let me explain." "Explain what Kim Seokjin?" I asked him bluntly. "I told you before... to..." He paused looking for words to say. "To wait for the right time to reveal our relationship." "I CAN'T WAIT! WE CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS FOREVER!" I yelled. "Please." He pleaded. "WE'VE BEEN DATING FOR WHAT? 10 MONTHS? DO YOU THINK I WON'T GROW TIRED OF THESE? MY GOD KIM SEOKJIN! WHEN WILL YOU EVER CHOOSE ME? HUH?" He did not answer. "AND WHAT DID I HEAR? YOU... YOU'RE GOING TO A DATE WITH BOMI?" He nodded. I threw my phone at him due to the frustration I am feeling. "CAN'T YOU SAY NO