MINYOUNG'S POV

"Have you taken your pain killers?" Himchan oppa asked as he caress my hair

"Yes" I nodded

He sigh and look at the others. I sigh I know he's worried about my health

But this is my destiny

"Don't worry Minyoung~ah, you'll be cured" Taeyeon unnie said with a small smile on her beautiful face

"I hope so" I sighed

I look out at the window and the first thing I saw were birds chirping happily

Children playing with the playground

"I'm jealous" I said in monotone voice

"What dear?" Sunny unnie asked

I pointed at the children playing happily. I yearn to be happy like them, to be free like them and be normal lile them

"Minyoung~ah someday you'll recover we promise" Daehyun oppa said

"When?! When can I be recover?!" I nearly shouted at them

Tears started streaming down my face. I'll never be cured, my pain will never be cured

"Minyoung don't say that, you'll be healthy and happy like other people" Jongup oppa assured me as he caress my face

I look at him

"Oppa I only got four months left!" I exclaimed

His face crestfallen as reality hit him.

I have a heart disease. I inherited it with my grandmother, my mother died of cancer and my father killed himself.

The only left is our money.

I was only going to live up until 14 years old but suddenly my body have enough strength to make me alive for six years.

But infortunately my disease got worser and my doctor still haven't find a heart transplant for me.

I only got four months left before I passed away

"Minyoung I don't why do you have to inherit grandmother's illness but you need to be strong arasso? We need you, I need you" Zelo oppa cried

He held me tightly in his arms as he trembled. He keep muttering words like 'You'll be okay' and 'please don't leave me'

I look up at the ceiling

I don't know when will I last

Super short update