you woke with a morning bedhead

you woke up later than usual becuase you were up

writing about your crush and how much you loved him

you wrote a letter to him and you put a heart sticker to close

the letter.

you kissed the letter and smiled

you left your bed and washed up you dressed

for school witht the skirt and jacket 2 piece uniform

and you tied your hair up high.

you ran downstairs and your mom had prepared breakfast

you looked over at your dad with the morning newspaper in his

hand he looked over at you and smiled ''good morning'' he said

and you said good morning back. ''good morning mom'' 

''oh, good morning honey''. ''i made your favourite the french toast

you love them right'' 

''here have some before you leave for school'' said mom ''alright'' you replied

you ate fast and left as soon as possible you ran towards the bus stop

and there you saw your friend Seolhyun standing waiting for you

''hey'' said seolhyun ''hey whats up'' you replied

''i am really excited what about you seolhyun'' you asked with joy

''a bit, i bet i know why you're excited, its him right'' pointed seolhyun

you truned around to see a boy getting in it was him your crush

you recognized him right away and you smiled a bit

he was pale and tall he had a nice smilee was and he was shining brighter than

last time you saw him (1 year ago).

''hey suga'' called the guy at the back named jimin

you looked at him pass by he was quiet and he was always plugged

in, listening to music. he walked by you and sat next to his friend your face

turned around to where he sat. ''ya'' seolhyun nudged you by the elbow

''your so awkward'', ''just go confess'' said seolhyun.

''dont worry, i've got that part all planned'' you replied

your bus had arrived and suga walked first you reched out your hand 

the letter in it and just then a boy raced through you and suga breaking in between

you two and your letter slipped away through the window and 

far back into the next street, you stood there just staring your eyes full of tears

and your face as red as a cherry.

''i lost it'' you said to yourself

''mennah'' yelled seolhyun as you ran out the bus

suga staring deep into you.

you run into the girls bathroom crying of shame

and you sob and cry, ''mennah'' called seolhyun ''mennah''

seolhyun stood there behind you

''ya, is that something to cry over''

said seolhyun ''it's okay'' said seolhyun

''you did'nt give it to him so you can just write another one'' seolhyun

tried to console you but you repaeatedly cried.

the bell had rung and seolhyun and you needed to get to class

you wiped your tears quickly and fixed your hair which was a mess

form the way you ran.

everyone ahd gotten to the class and you and seolhyun

got in last. you both hurried tot he middle seats

and just then you looked over to the door you

saw suga coming in and you looked away

seolhyun though your reaction was wierd, since everytime

you saw him you'd freak out.

seolhyun ignored she just smiled at you

and you smiled back. the teacher was in the middle of 

gving an explanation when a boy at the back interrupted

to ask to use the bathroom and surprisingly it was suga

he got up and left with his hands in his pocket.

you looked over at him and tyou thought that

 this was the last time you will ever look at him

and that it was over between you and him (even though you two were never a thing)