OTTOKEEEE?!
여신 Yeosin GoddessInspired by Ariana Grande - One Last Time please listen it makes it more understandable. Kansahminda 💜
Stay with me a minute, i swear I will make it worth it.
I bit my lip as I stare at the number on my IPhone.
It was marked with K. Just a simple K, but it was much more that that.
That K person made my heart beat so hard and my head hurt.
" Dammit..." I whisper as I ruffle my hair.
I knew the truth.
I know he doesn't care anymore, I pushed him away so many times he gave up.
I understand it, but don't wanna except it.
I was always bad with words and expressing myself.
He moved on... With someone else.
He is so special to me and doesn't even know it.
He saw me as the real person I was, without the spotlight and fake fan service.
But, I was stupid and pushed him away. Like I always do...
I wish he could kiss me one last time.
To feel him one last time.
I don't care about the others, just us.
But that would be too selfish of me.
He must be practicing now.
Should I go?
What would I say?
" Heey buddy what's up oh btw I know u have a girlfriend now but I still love you. Let's be together?!"
Ugh, I am such a fail in life.
Maybe I will think of it there?
I guess the combo of beer and sleeping pills have me a confidence boost.
I don't know why or how but I found myself walking down the street to the studio.
More like power walking, but what ever.
Why am I so nervous, am I 13?!
In no time I found myself staring at the practice room door.
Awesome Kyungsoo, what are you gonna do now?!
Dammit, should have made a plan. Well, it's to late for that now...
BE A MAN DAMMIT!
With a shaky hard I press the handle, the warm air hitting my face.
A tall and slim figure greeted me.
His body was moving so effortlessly to the beat and his fluffy hair bouncing with.
I could feel myself drooling.
Ugh
" Ahm!" a deep voice coughed.
All of a sudden he turned around and my brain literally evaporated.
I only thing I could do is stare back at him.
"Dammit." I whisper looking down.
I swear I could feel his smirk.
" You know I don't like it when you curse." his velvet like voice spoke.
My heart was beating so hard I could feel it in my ears.
" Sorry." I whisper.
" What are you doing here?" he asked.
" Uhm. I-i..."
DAMMIT I AM SUCH A IDIOT.
He chuckled softly and I was in heaven.
" Wanna dance with me?" he said softly.
" Yes." I say a little bit to fast blushing emidiatly.
He smiles and walks to pick a song.
A soft ballad tune came from the speakers.
" Come here." he takes my hand drawing me closer.
My breath hitches and I could feel the redness on my face.
" Cute..." I hear him mumble quietly.
He started moving as I tried my best to follow.
His warmness and soft hand were making my head hurt.
Something warm touched my face as I hide my face in shame.
Tears.
" Why are you crying Soo?" he asks softly.
" I so sorry Jongin." I managed to whisper as I pulled away.
I ran to the door for it to be closed infront of my face.
Strong arms turned me around crashing my back on the door.
" Please..." he said weekly.
I hugged him so hard my bones hurt from the impact.
" I am so selfish Jongin-Ah. Please, forgive me." I sobbed into his chest.
" I already have. But Soo..." he said softly.
" No, please don't say it." I say feeling like .
" I have moved on, and you need to as well." he spoke as to a child.
" Just one more time. Just one kiss, one hug, one touch. Jebal." I practically begged.
" I love her. I am sorry. I can't." he said tears streaming across his face.
I gripped myself out of his arms pushing him away.
" LIAR! YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME! YOU SAID YOU CARED! I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND YOU RIPPED IT APART! " I scream at him.
Turning around I ran as fast as possible not caring where.
I just had to go away.
Run from the pain and shame.
The pain and shame Kai caused.
I felt like the lowest scum in the world sitting on the pavement.
Drop, drop, drop.
" AISH!" I yell at the rain coming down my face.
God, it makes me look so pitiful.
What now? Where to start? I can't go back to the dorm.
I can already see Baekhyuns sorry face and Chanyeol making a stupid joke trying to make me feel better.
But, I have no where to go.
I once had my sister but she threw me out after I said I wanna be a singer.
I had nobody.
Cars were passing bye probably thinking I was a homeless person or something.
People walking home after a rough night at the club.
Huh, how pitiful...
I have never even been to one.
The netizens would be all over my if they found out I went to a club.
Ach, I thought Oppa was innocent and not like the others.
NE! He is a real disappointment... 😕
Aish, I am going crazy.
Zing, zing, zing.
I turn my head to see coins on the pavement.
What?
Not to far away were standing a pair of high heels with little diamond.
I looked up my gaze following the beautiful long legs and a white party dress.
Long shiny brown hair coming down slim, fair shoulders.
Finally I come to her face.
A small pale face with lush red lips and sparkling brown eyes were staring at me.
WAH!
I-IS SHE REAL?
" A-ahjussi? Aren't you cold?" her soft voice spoke.
What. Ahjussi?!
AHJUSSI?!?!
" YAH! I AM NO AHJUSSI!" I yell at her my hoodie falling of my head.
Her eyes doubled the size as she say my face.
" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! OTTOKEEEE D.O OPPAA! GIRLS GET HIMMM!!!" a scream startled me.
But the sight make me myself, a gang of girls in short dresses were starting to chase me.
I swear everything went SLOWMO.
Not knowing why I grabed the pretty girl's small hand and ran as fast as I could.
I could smell her sweet perfume as I pulled her with me.
Mmm, she even smells devine..
Yah! What's wrong with me! AISH!
Her heels were clacking on the pavement and she yelled
" YAH!! SLOW DOWN!" she yelled weakly.
After a few more steps we hide in a little ally.
She bent down touching her long legs and gasped for air.
I lean onto the wall to admire her beauty once more.
She flips her hair revealing her slightly blushed face.
" So pretty..." I mumble.
! Did she hear me?
The sudden redness of her cheeks making me realize.
She is even pretty blushing.
" S-so... What now?" she asked shyly.
" I don't know..." I whisper.
And I actually had no idea.
" U-Uhm... Ahm ur even more handsome in person. Sorry for calling you a ahjussi..." she blushed once again.
Yepo.
" No problem... I had a day anyways..." I say.
" O-oh? What happened?" she asked softly.
I look at her and then I see it.
She was worried. In her eyes I could see she cared.
Wow... Haven't felt that in a while.
My heart was beating really fast and my mouth was getting dry.
OTTOKEEEE?!
" I will tell you some next time." I smile snapping out of my y mind.
I got close to her face, really close.
" Ah!" she gasped with her big eyes.
" Call me sometimes..." I smirk giving her my number.
" O-oh. D-de!" she smiled.
A million dollar smile.
I turn around walking away not trying to trip.
I felt so hazy from her smell her eyes. Aish! Am I in love?
I am such a aren't I?
" Wait!" she yelled.
" De?" I turn around smiling automatically.
" Uhm, when should I call you. You know, I don't wanna interrupt your work." she whispers twiddling her thumbs.
So beautiful...
" When ever you want." I wink at her turning around.
" Aish, so cute..." I whisper to myself.
OTTOKEE?!?! WHAT DO U GUYS THINK? COMMENT CUZ IM LONELY AND LIKE TO TALK! SARANGHAEEEE 💜❤️💜😏
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