Why are your schedules so hard to know? Why can't I find your whereabouts? What do I have to do to know how you're doing? Just now I got all upset over the fact that I don't have any idea of where you are at now. Is it that difficult to be active on SNS? Lots of celebrities keep updating all day. Why can't you log in at least once a week? Why? Why are you turning me into a lovesick puppy? I was supposed to be just another fan, a fan that admires you. Why did I start involving myself with your personal matters? Why can't I leave you alone? And why do I keep writing these crappy confessions? Can you listen to my heart Jinki? It hurts, my heart hurts. I never wanted attention, never wanted to get noticed, all I want is to know wherever you are, whatever you are doing, whoever you're with, you are happy. All I want is to see your smile, one that comes from your heart, not a forced one......... Do I need to tell you why? Cause I love you Jinki, more than anyone ever did. Saranghae. Ek iz lief vier jou.