just to break a few pieces of ice before you actually be a part of this because wow, i'm actually freaking out and just a little excited and i don't want you to feel left out or abandon ship when you think like you don't or won't "fit in". let's be honest, i'm not great, amazing, flawless and so are every other admin out there that you might worship — we are human, we make mistakes, this haven that we create can be destroyed by people and this haven that we create can be destroyed by ourselves and it's inevitable, it happens and that's good, that's fine, that's normal, that's life. you're always fed by promises, by expectations, by words instead of actions and i might end up being a hypocrite if the scenario repeats with my own actions but i just wanna say that when you join, don't expect that this will be your family. when you join, don't expect that this will last like you hope it will. when you join, don't expect that it's all rainbows and gummy bears — in every good, there is bad and in every bad, there is good. last but not least, when you join, don't expect that all of this won't crash because it will and if you had your hopes up high, you'd just end up being disappointed and come on, roleplaying isn't about disappointment. it's about making friends, discovering the extrovert self of yours and just get away from things of life.