full circle
Description
Jiyong didn't realize just how much of an adjustment all of it was.
He didn't realize how much of an adjustment it was going to be.
It was a curious feeling- being the happinest man alive, and at the same time feeling as if a part of you was slowly dying. There was a bounce in his step and yet a heaviness in his heart; he smiled as much as he suddenly went quiet and felt tears pull at his eyes for no reason at all. It was tedious. It wasn't nearly the first time in his life Jiyong felt some kind of emotional termoil, and he knew something was slowly chipping away at him again.
Bit by bit, his pshyche was being slowly picked at like a marble statue under the blunt chisel of a sculptor.
He was happy now, he really was..
Oh, but he was also a miserable soul as well.
Foreword
Jiyong's life couldn't get any better-- except it could? A huge life decision leaves him both elated and oddly despondant, with a familiar emotional enemy looming over his shoulder and a hated close friend suddenly at the forefront of his mind. He has to go back in order to move forward, to mend the wounds left ignored for years and to show his spouse-to-be that final skeliton in his closet if he ever wants to be at peace.
Chapter lengths will vary and this not a hetero fic-- although some adult things are heavily implied, there is no actual . Deals with some topics such as nationalim, struggling with uality, depression, alchoholism, and consent. Light warning- though nothing happens.
Jiyong runs through his past, dealing with everything from fame to his personal life being one bad decision after another. After years, he needs to face one more demon in order to really be happy. The question is, might it ruin it all?
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