#HAPPYBDAY If only I had just one day I want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated with your sweet scent. If there’s a chance in my busy schedule I want to put my body in your warm and deep eyes. I like that, your long, straight hair. Your breathtaking neck when you put it up and the strands that fall out. Wherever we go, my handbag is your waist. Whenever I see you, I run out of breath. I appreciate the masterpiece that is you because your existence alone is art. I imagine this all night every day because it’s a meaningless dream anyway. A party party with only you. If only I could do that, how nice would it be. If only we could go anywhere to eat and watch a movie comfortably. I wish we could be together on this special day of yours, I wish that I could do something better than this, a planned surprise for you, rather than this. I'm sorry for being so basic, so plain, that I could not simply do something so memorable for your special day. Alongside of it, I want to say Happy Birthday, Cupcake. It's the second time I've celebrated your birthday with you! I hope I'll still be here on your upcoming birthdays. I wish you nothing but to be the same person as who you are today. Nothing could ever be as perfect as you are now. Stay healthy, I don't want to see you faint again. I was about to get a seizure when I heard the news. Nah, just kidding, but I seriously got worried back there. I'm sorry I wasn't able to comfort you for I am not allowed to. Stay smart, and stay