Minho's POV ahead 

Five months.

Five months of longing, of questioning.

Questioning what the hell happened.

It was a smooth sailing one.

I thought we would be one for long.

Then I was wrong.

Five months ago, it all crash down.

Five months ago, I started living alone.

It all started unexpectedly.

He was someone I never thought that’ll catch my heart.

He’s different from me.

He’s out going.

I’m someone with a few words.

But we prove that ‘opposites do attract’.

It’s never the same old love story.

No one stalked.

No sweet glances.

No honey words exchanged.

It was all different.

We always bicker.

Roll eyes to each other.

Curse at one another.

It was him who says ‘I love you’ at first.

I was taken aback.

I thought he was joking.

And he never was.

I was lost for words but then I suddenly felt his soft lips on mine.

And there and then, I knew he was the one.

The kiss is just a simple one.

Not a breath taking one.

Not long but a kiss that convey how we felt.

That’s how it all started.

Everything is going through our way.

We are a love team that understands each other.

We live together.

Create promises.

Make good memories with each other.

We shared laughter and tears.

Failure and success.

But it never crossed my mind that it’ll end too soon.

I never thought we’ll end this way.

We never argued.

We never fight.

We never cried over silly things.

We shared love.

We shared happiness.

We promised forever.

We promised to have each other until our last breaths.

It’s not gonna happen though.

It will never gonna happen.

My better half left me.

With unknown reason, he left me.

I remember him sleeping soundly the moment I went out for work,

I remember him answering my phone call when I got in the office.

I remember him saying how much he loves me.

I remember how his words sound so sweet on my ears.

I remember how he looked like when I got home.

He was wearing our couple tees.

I thought he was sleeping.

I wish he was.

But then I kissed him.

He was cold.

I startled.

He was cold, very cold.

I tried feeling his heartbeat.

It was not hearable.

His pulse is not working either.

I cried.

I was too late.

He was gone.

It all came crashing down on me.

The one who changed me left me.

The one who promised me forever left me.

The one who stole all of my heart had left me.

He said he loves me but he left me.

It all happened too fast.

And here I am now,

Wiping my hands over his engraved name on a marble.

Here I am weeping.

Here I am again, crying.

I missed you.

I really missed you so.

I wish I was there when you’re having your hard time.

I wish I never left you that day.

You say you don’t want me to go.

But I still go.

I’m sorry, my love.

I was not there when you needed me.

It’s been five months.

I still haven’t get over it.

I still remember you every time.

The house is never the same without you.

Do you remember how I tell you the story of you stealing my heart?

It’s still the same, my love.

You still have it.

You’ll forever own it.

I love you.

I will forever remember how you say I love you to me.

Until we meet again.

Until we looked at each other again, tease each other again, kiss each other again and say ‘I love you’ again.

Without leaving each other.

You’re my forever one, Taemin.

I love you.

I missed you.

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