Sad Goodbyes
The Best Friend I Love--Your POV--
I Hugged Donghae And he Hugged Back .. Maybe This is The Last Time I Can Hug Him .. My Best Friend .. Its So Sad .. I Wanna Cry But I Cant .. Then .. Ki Bum Saw Us.. I Didn’t Noticed Him Until He Approached Us..
Kibum: What A Sweet Scene … *laughs*
Me: *pulls away* Kibum-ah!
Kibum: Yea?
Me: You ALWAYS IGNORE ME …
Kibum: No I Don’t .. Aren’t You Used To Me??
Donghae: Where Have You Been Anyways ?? You Don’t Hang Out With Us Too ..
Kibum: Our Senior High School Life Will Be OVER Soon …
Donghae: Ohh .. Yeah .. Busy Guys Like You Don’t Have Time For Your Bestfriends ..
Kibum: That’s Not It ..
Me: How About We Hang Out For A While?
Kibum: Busy ..
Me: You’re Always Busy .. Well .. Fine .. I Wanna Go Home And Rest ..
Donghae: I’ll Take You Home ..
Me: Ok ..
It Was Awkward .. Kibum Saw Me Hugging Donghae .. And What Kind Of A Comment Is "What A Sweet Scene"??? Donghae And I Walked Away And Kibum Was Going the Other Way , While Walking Away .. I Remembered Something … I Called Kibum’s Name Out Loud .. He Stopped Walking Away And Then I Ran To Him .. I Hugged Him ..
Kibum: What’s This For?
Me: Thank You .. For Being My FRIEND…
Kibum: It’s Nothing But …
Me: Please .. Don’t Ever Forget Me Ok?? Im Always Gonna Be Your Bestfriend Ok?
Kibum: Of Course ..
--Kibum's POV--
[your name] Hugged me .. I Somehow Liked It But I Could See The Look On DOnghae's Face .. That Disappointed , Suspicious Look .. So I Pulled Her Away ... Good Thing She Didn't Take It As A Bad Deal .... I Said Goodbye To Her And Donghae and I Went Walking Home ..
--Donghae's POV--
Why Do I Feel Weird When [your name] Hugged Kibum??? Aish! HE'S MY BEST FRIEND! I Cant Think Of ANything Bad About Him Because I'm Sure He Wont Do That To Me! I Trust Him .. I Think [your name] is just showing Appreciation ...
--Your POV--
I Approached Him And Told Him We Should Go … We Walked Home … Im Gonna Miss This .. I Don’t WANNA GO .. I DON’T WANNA TELL DONGHAE or KIBUM … I Don’t Know HOW … I Cant Do Anything But Just Keep Quiet … I Arrived Home .. I Hugged Donghae And He Left ….
The NEXT DAY … I Wanna Go Out Since There’s No School .. So I Went To The Park … I Saw Hae At Kibum There .. They Were Talking .. Hae Looked Serious .. Kibum is Looking At Him Seriously Too …I Was Wondering If They Knew My Secret … Ohh .. maybe Yesung Told Them!! NO!! But I Didn’t Wanna Think Bad Of Yesung So I Just Walked Away And Waited If The Guys Will mention It To Me…
--Donghae's POV--
I Cant Stand This Anymore .. I Cant Tell [your name] My Feelings .. What If She Avoids Me?? What if She Runs Away ??? What If She Doesn't Wanna See Me Again???
Donghae: Kibum-ah …I Really Don’t Know What To Do …
Kibum: I Told You To Tell Her Soon!
Donghae: IM SCARED! And I Don’t Know WHY .. But She’s Always looking for You
Kibum: You Always Used To Look For Me Before Cause Im Always Gone Right? She May Be Not Used To It Yet But You Are …..
Donghae: I Always Feel Weird When She’s With Other Guys .. Even With Just YOU … I Still Feel Weird..
Kibum: WERE FRIENDS!! COME ON! Don’t think like that
Donghae: But .. Seriously .. I Don’t Know .. I NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE .. IM GOING CRAZY KI BUM! I LOVE [your name] SO MUCH! MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF..
Kibum: Just Tell Her .. Before Its Too Late …
Right! I Know Kibum's Right But How Am I Gonna Tell Her??? If Only Its That Easy to Say ... "I LIKE YOU" ... I Only Have To Say 3 WORDS ... But its So HARD ... Aish .. How Am I Gonna Do this??
--Your POV--
I Went Home ..Nothing To Do!! I THINK IM GONNA DIE IF I DON’T STOP THINKING OF THIS!!
*MONTHS PASSED BY … Donghae Still Makes Me Happy .. More And More Happy EVERYDAY .. Because Donghae Knows Im Sad About Something … Kibum Is Trying To Do The Same As Well … I Remember The Necklace Donghae Gave Me .. He Told Me To NEVER LOSS IT … Or Else .. Of Course .. When He Sees Me Wear it Everyday .. He Becomes So Happy .. I Like That By Just Doing A Simple Thing Like Wearing That Necklace Gives Him Smiles … But It Was Almost Graduation Day … So After School Today .. I Had To Tell Donghae And Kibum About Me Leaving … So After School I Asked Them To Go To The PARK … They Sat Down The Bench And I Stood Up In front Of Them ...
Me: Guys … I Wanna Be HONEST With You NOW … Im Sorry I Didn’t Tell You Guys Before ..
Donghae: What Is It?
Me: *tears falling* I Have To Move To The US After Graduation … Im Sorry
Donghae: WHAT?? *stands up* No … No You WONT MOVE! Your Kidding Right??! No .. Please..
Kibum: Donghae-ah .. Stop It ..
Donghae: No ..! Don’t Leave Us! Don’t You like It Here?
Me: I LOVE IT HERE DONGHAE! I Love Being With You Guys … But I Cant Do Anything About It … I Wanna Stay To … I Don’t Wanna Let Myself Go Too .. But .. Im Sorry …
Donghae: [your name].. I love you ..
Me: Donghae-ah … I Love You GUYS Too .. So Much .. I Love You And Kibum As The Way I Loved Everything In My Life .. You Two Are My Most Precious Treasures … I Don’t Wanna Go … But ..
Donghae: *punches the wall near where we were standing*
Kibum: Stop It Donghae ..
Me: *hugged donghae at the back* Please Stop .. *crying* Im Sad I Have To Go .. But I Don’t Wanna Go And See You Like This ..
Donghae Moved Away From The Wall .. bloostains Were Left In His Hands And At The Wall .. I Was Worried .. I Cried My Eyes Out And Let Go Of Donghae … I Cant Leave Them ... But I Have Too .. This is Hurting me A Lot ...
Kibum: Im Sorry For The Way He’s Acting .. But He’s Just Gonna Miss You SO Much ..
Me: Im Gonna Miss You Guys So Much …
Donghae: Please .. Don’t.. Go ..
Me: Lee Donghae …
Donghae: You’re the Greatest Friend I Have .. The Greatest Thing That Happened To Me Is You … And I … I Lo-
Me: Donghae … Im .. Sorry .. You’ll Always Be My Best Friend .. Im Sorry … I Have To Go .. * runs away*
Donghae: [your name]!
--Donghae's POV--
She Left?? Donghae! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID!! So This is What They're SAYING! The "BEFORE ITS TOO LATE" Ones ... So This is What it Is .. She's Leaving .. After Graduation ... Im Stupid That I Didn't CONFESS ... She's Leaving Me ... Why Does It Hurt A Lot??? I Feel Like My Hearts Been Ripped Out ...
--Your POV--
I Wanted To Leave Them .. It Is HARD FOR ME .. I’ll Probably See Them At School Tomorrow … The Day Before I Leave .. But .. Right Now .. I Wanna Cry My Eyes Out So much … I Ran Back Home … I Went To My ROOM .. I Cried And Cried … I Don’t Wanna Leave .. After What Donghae Did .. I Cant Leave .. My Mom Suddenly Enters My Room ..
Mom: What Happened?
Me: *cries* Omma! Donghae And Kibum .. I Told Them … I Cant Do It .. I cant LEAVE ..
Mom: [your name] … Its Ok Dear ..
Me: Omma .. Please Make Me Stay .. I Don’t Wanna Go ! Please ..
Mom: Im Sorry Dear .. Im Really Sorry … Were Sorry Your Suffering …
Me: I Hate This So Much .. *cries* I Don’t Wanna Leave …
Mom: Don’t Cry ,,, Don’t Cry My Baby Girl ..
Me: Omma … I … I …
Mom: Don’t Cry ..
Me: I Love Them … I Cant Leave Them …
I Cried Until I Fell Asleep .. My Mom Didn’t let Go Of Me … I Was Really Sad .. She Cried Along With Me Too .. She Knew How Said I Was…
GRADUATION DAY …
I Was Really Sad .. Walking On the Stage And Taking My Medal And Diploma .. I Wanted To CRY So Much .. Donghae And Ki Bum Where There Too .. Donghae Took His Diploma Too .. His Mom Was There … And So Was Kibum’s Mom Who is Very Proud Of His Accomplishments … After Graduation .. I Asked my Parents To Go Home .. They Told me To Go Home Early And Pack My Things .. I Went to The Park .. Still Wearing My Graduation Clothes .. Donghae Came …
Donghae: [your name]-ah …
Me: Donghae .. I Knew You’ll Come ..
Donghae: You Should Have Called Me.. How Long Were You Waiting ..?
Me: Since Graduation Was Done .. I Was Already Here..
Donghae: So .. What Time Will You Leave?
Me: At The Morning .. About 8AM Well Leave Home ..
Donghae: I’ll Miss You .. *hugs me*
Me: I’ll Miss You Guys … *tears falling*
Donghae: How Long Will You Be Gone ?
Me: A Few Years …
Donghae: A Few?
Me: I Don’t Know ..
Donghae: *sees me wearing the necklace .. then grabs it ..* This … This Necklace … Don’t Ever loss This … If You Loss This .. You Wont See Me Again …
Me: Don’t Be Like That ..
Donghae: Just Always Think Im With You With This Necklace Ok?
Me: I’ll Miss You …
Donghae: Here .. Take This … *passes me a note with a letter in a pearl sapphire blue envelop*
Me: What Is It?? *opens*
Donghae: DON’T OPEN IT! READ IT WHEN YOU GET HOME!!
Kibum: You Two ..!
Me: Kibum-ah! *runs to him and hugs him* Im Gonna MISS YOU SO MUCH ..
Kibum: I’ll Miss You Too .. Go Home .. You’ll Have To Get up Early Tomorrow ..
Me: I'll Miss You Two A Lot ..
Donghae: Dont Forget Us ...
Me: You Silly Fish *hugs him* I'll Never Forget you ..
My Heart Is Beating Fast … But I Was Sad .. I Had To Leave Him …I Went Home After That .. I Prepared My THINGS … Im Sad Im Actually Packing My Stuff Again .. Tomorrow I will leave .. I totally forgot about Donghae’s Letter and I Fell Asleep .. At The Morning … I Went In The Care .. And While I Was .. I Remembered Hae’s Note And I Opened It .. It Said
“ COME TO THE PARK TOMORROW BEFORE YOU LEAVE , I'LL BE WAITING SO DONT BAIL ON ME!
-Donghae”
I told my dad to go to the park first! And fast!! When I Was Getting My Things , Donghae's Letter in the Pearl Sapphire Blue Envelop Fell From My Hands And I Didn't Notice Which Made Me Leave It And Totally Forget About It .... He drove the car to the park .. I saw Hae Sitting On The Bench … I quickly Ran To Him … I hugged him ... I Was Already Crying .. Donghae Cares So Much ....
Me: Donghae-ah! I'll Miss! I Truly , Sincerely Will!!
Donghae: I’ll Miss You More .. Don’t Forget To Message Me EVERYDAY … And Don’t Forget To COME BACK ok???
Me: Donghae-ah .. I'll Never Forget You … I promise I'll Come Back For You .. Dont Forget Me Too Oppa
My Appa Called Me … When I Got In The Car .. I Was Crying SO Hard .. looking BACK AT HAE … IT MADE ME SADDER … this is it huh? I’ll have to leave him … I hate this .. I’ll miss them!!
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