My name is Nana and i am in Girls Day.

[ I chose Girls Day cuz they are cute and y. I wanted to go with Sistar but they are too y for this concept. #hyorinmahgurl]

We are a very popular kpop group actually.

Right now we are at the studio practicing.

I took a time-out cuz well...

Quite frankly i today.

My moves were sloppy and just a mess.

" Nana-shi! " 
Minah called.

" Are you okay? Do you need anything?" she asked.

Minah was my dongsaeng but ironically  she took care of me rather the other way around. 

" Yeah, im fine." 

All of a sudden Yoomi rushed in, she was a trainee.

" Nana Unnie!" she said.

" Oh, Yoomi-shi! What are you doing here?" you ask.

" Saranghim needs to see you!" she smiled.

What? Why?

" I will be right there, thanks!" you smile at her.

15 minutes later

Silence.

You were sitting in the leather chair in silence.

Saranghim was writing something down.

" So... Nana." he sighs.

Omo, what did i do now?!

" I want you on that live show All The
Kpop!" he says.

" O-oh?" you mumble. 

What?

" You need to work on the popularity and maybe you could find someone?"
he winked.

What is going on?!

" Aah, yes Saranghim i will do so.
Kansamida!"  

You walk out dumbfounded and not knowing what just happened.

You just moved on with your day not thinking about it.

" So Nana shi, i heard you have a hot date?" Hyeri giggled.

Oh, dammit.

" No, no... Its just a show." you say.

" Nana! Come here please!" Sojin yelled from her room.

Sojin was the leader and quite frankly the best person in the whole world.

" Yes, Sojin Unnie?" you run to her room.

" Sit." she pats a spot on the bed.

" Yes?"

" Nana, I just talked to Saranghim." she stated.

" You know that show you are going on?" 

" Yeah?"

" Mark is gonna be on it as well..." she looks at you.

Your heart sank at the mention of his name.

2 years ago you were on a reality show kinda like We Got Married.

But, Mark was " dating" you and another girl.

He went on " dates" with the two of you for a whole season.

Just so he can dump you at the end.

It wouldn't be so bad, that he didn't humiliate me on public television.

It was the final night and Mark had to pick between you and her.

He stood in the middle and said 

" Ahh Nana, my dear Nana...

I think you are really nice but, not for me.

You see i don't like girls like you... 

All, full of themselves and talentless.

I like ---- more..." he said and hugged ------

I was so embarrassed i couldn't even talk. 

Even the producer felt bad for me.

Since then my popularity went down hill.

All because  of Mark, it hurt a lot because he didn't even know you that well.

He was a .

" Okay..." you whisper.

" Nana, you don't have to do it..." Sojin said.

" No, its fine... 

I want to." you smile.

I want to...