• Sung Ra pov-

Good Morning Good Morning Good Morning My alarm ringing so loud, I wake up with swollen eyes, yeah after cry.again

I wake up and go to bathroom, wash my face and looking my face at mirror, I take deep breath, I feel little dizzy because cry hard, I touch my chest still hurt, not the body but my heart hurt… so much

“Good Morning little girl” I turn and see Changjo in front of door

“Morning… You come early today” I go to him and put my hand around his neck

“Yes…I bring hot hazelnut” he show white plastic and smile widely “What happen with your eyes?” he rise his eyebrow

“It’s okay just umh... let’s make breakfast” I got to kitchen and he followed me to kitchen

Changjo is my bestfriend, just bestfriend not more,   I like him no, it’s more like  Love   my Love and he never knew It, I’m falling love with him, long time a ago and till now, I don’t know why I love him it just happen,  Changjo always by my side , he always looking for me at my home, campus too, even we usually sleep together at home, just sleep not more

“Don’t eat before I sit beside you” Changjo warn me after see me sit on the chair

“I get it” I chuckled

After he done with his food he sit beside me and eat like little kid, I just look he eat

“Why you don’t eat?” he ask me, I just shook my head and smile “You sick? you not my SungRa like usually”

“What is your Sung Ra usually like?”

 “She will laugh when I mad at her, she will hit me if I leave her at darkness, and she will hug me when I act little kid, am I right?” 

“Totally right” he laugh and kiss my cheeks “now eat, or I will eat it”

“Don’t dare to eat my breakfast”  

The fact is I’m sick.. I’m sick of him.. I’m sick of loving him… and I know he just love me like bestfriend, and one reason he already have new girlfriend …

FLASHBACK - At night –

/AOTHOR POV/

“SUNG RA !! SUNG RA!!” Changjo go to Sungra bedroom with happiness

“What happen?” Sungra who comb his hair just look at his besfriend with confuse face, Changjo go to her and help her to comb her hair “You know Kim Nami right?” Sungra jus nodded

 “From this night, she is my girlfriend” Changjo whisper to Sungra happily and hug her from side tightly, Sungra who listen that just frozen, can’t say anything she just can smile and give congrats word

“G..good job my friend” Sungra touch Changjo’s hand whose wrap her shoulder

“Thank you my girl” Changjo keep hug her and more tightly Changjo kiss her cheeks too

“Hey, don’t kiss me you have girlfriend now” she said joke “I don’t care you still mine” he stick his tongue out,she pinch his cheeks  and nose “excuse me Sungra nim, I’m sleepy” he say cutely , Sungra pat her lap and he put his head to her lap, she cares his hair with her finger and he sleep at Sungra’s  lap calmly

“Those lips… those smile, those eyes always be mine, but those heart never gonna be mine”  she mumble while touch every inch Changjo’s face, her eyes become blur she cry silently, her body was shake sobbing