“ I saw him today;” Junhong muttered, leaning over the counter. Jongup looked over at him from the sink, raising a brow at his friend. “Oh?”

“Yeah,” Junhong replied closed his eyes. “I had wondered if he still cared ya know?” The teen muttered looking at his hands. “I really couldn't stop staring at him – It was kind of embarrassing. “ he admitted. Jongup sighed and put the cup down that he was washing. “Junhong – “

“I asked him, about her – you know his... girlfriend.” he muttered, “He's probably really happy now, with her I mean – you know how much he... he wanted children. “

Jongup frowned.

“He couldn't even look at me. And – “ he bit his lip, “He said he missed me.”

“Did he mean it?”

“I don't think so.” Junhong closed his eyes, “He didn't mean it...He loves her you know?... He gave me a friendly hug – I almost cried right then. But I managed to get to the car.”

“I love him Jongup.”

“I know.”

“I saw him today,”

Yongguk closed his eyes and he felt Himchan shift on the couch next to him, he looked at his best friend curiously, “You mean Junhong?”

“Yeah... It had seemed like forever” Yongguk covered his face with his hands. “He looked so good, he got taller you know – “

“Yongguk.”

“I'd rather have him back you know, I was so ing stupid.” he admitted. “I couldn't even look at him without wanting to cry, I said I missed him – he... he wont' believe me Why should he believe me? I love him so much, I ...”

Yongguk knew he was crying by now.

“I lost him, Himchan – I ing lost him!”