Soojung laying on the couch and rested her heavy head. Tired of what were already happened today, yesterday and all passed days that she thought bad, a nightmare . She would think that her life isn’t fair. Never fair. Won’t ever. If there are once or at least twice, it’s only twice pleasure she’ll ever felt. Twice pleasure means nothing to thousands suffer she ever had.

Moreover, she didn’t really sure was it pleasure or just a momentary happiness. It’s look a like that a physics formula. A momentary velocity. A velocity that applies only at a certain momentum. She thinks that she would never feel the average velocity.

But someone she never have a thought on, knew, that kind of stuff was mistaken though he never show it. He thinks that he’s already did it. He didn’t even realise when he know he hurts her. Luckily, no. She believes that no matters what have he done to her were his way to showing it.

She believes that her thorn was him and were meant to be hers to protect her for today, tommorow and for the rest of her life.