1.the beginning
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' I don”t  believe it. i really not believe this ... 1 week ago you called me to preach carefree finally you. getting love from man that you've been chasing .. after so long ....  iam cheered and jumped pleased to hear very cheerful voice on the phone .... you kim Subin .. plain ... smart and kind .. who has always was interested in one man ... you said before .. you will not be fooled  .. even once you promised to be me, just ... you are always reminded me that iam a lover ... you are reminded to always warning  my habit with seduction man ..... but ... all changed after i continue my college in America .. Subin .. you also start to call me when you're falling in love with him ... 3 years redundantly you proclaim me if we always on skype .. or via phone ...... but .. i get the news this morning ... made me really shock Subin .. why are you determined to do it all ... iam still do not believe it "
"Miss mylin we've arrived at the residence of your uncle and your aunt"
"Ahjussi tae  help shock my musings ... iam nodded and wiped the tears will fall again
"No. .. you have to be strong mylin i must be strong ..." muttered mylin
Ahjussi tae open the car door for me
Now a step out of the car
Kim stood in front of the family home from home ..... aunt .... and my uncle both parents Subin beloved cousin
A heavy foot with the yard belonging to the Subin
Each step ... reminds me of sweet memories here with  Subin my cousin
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We grew up together .... from the age of 5 years .. my age difference is only 1 year with Subin ... i first born to her ..
Subin my house and the house next door ...
Appa Just because you have one person that is aunt .. then I was very close to our family ... from the little we were always together .. even my own sister Subin already bleak .. because no had sister youngest of 2 brothers .. i have  brother ... kim joong ki ... that now .. also continued his studies at America same wiyth me..
Today she can not come home with me to this .... seoul Mesk he really wanted to but as  final semester he seems unable to take time off from college .. ...
i sighed after the front door of the family home  ... all seemed quiet and deserted
Mylin knocked on the door gently
And suddenly door open
"Myliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnn" cried a middle-aged woman from the inside when the door open  
"aunt" said mylin
"Mianhae ....i do not know " said mylin
"Kissed the woman's face and wept her
" .... all is not destiny" said her aunt
"Did you noona" suddenly a teenager ran out of names and stormed toward  her
"Siwaaannnnn" cried mylin it tightly while hug boy
"Noona .... i miss you" said siwan
"i also miss you" said her
"'ve Let mylin rest .... she was very tired after a long flight" said a middle-aged man
"Ahjussi" said mylin and hugged her
"I wi'll make the warm .. while you're in subin room" said her aunt
"Ehmm I want  pray for subin" said mylin
"her aunt nodded and turned toward siwan
"Siwan between your noona to place the ashes .. Subin"  
Siwan nodded and then drove towards the place subin ash
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 mylin could not resist whens he saw the  Subin photo verry pretty on the table in front of her ashes
Mylin praying very solemn
Siwan accompany her patiently
Once finished she turned toward him
"i deliver your noona" said mylin
Siwan immediately nodded and took mylin to walk towards rooms reserved  
Siwan open room door
Mylin walked slowly and looked at the room
Still the same bleak 3 years ago
This room is still the same
"Noona I will leave you to rest" said siwan
Mylin  nodded and rubbed his hair gently and let siwan leave her
Mylin stepped toward the bed .... and take a white teddy bear belonging Subin
"And once again mylin, crying
"Why did this  Subin .... why ....." said mylin in sobs
Kring
Kring
Kring
"Mylin look at cell phone  
she immediately picked
"Yes umma" she said after hearing voice her mother
"Mylin you're aunt home?
"'ve Umma"
"Ok appa and umma   there will also ... ok .. wait me: said her mother
Mylin agreed and put an end to his conversation
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Mylin staring her aunt now step into the room with bring 1 cup of the warm
"Drink mylin"  
"Mylin accept and promptly drank
"her aunt walked toward a table and take something
"Mylin