da da dan dan!! the song for this chapter!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NMpIFq9NPQ&feature=related

kasalanan ko ba? by toni gonzaga!!! translation :"is it my fault?"

this is in my playlist!! I love this song!! 

Hyunjoong'sPOV

*he just got bak home*

*he sat in the living room and watched tv..he is drinking alchohol..and he closed his eyes*

"somin.." he whispered under his breath..*tears were falling from his eyes*

*he took a sip of his beer*

-back then..I just want to love you.. I want to tell you that i will do anything for you..you choose him that's hy i have to set you free..because I love you..

is it a crime to love you?..when i know that you and I can never to be together..is it my fault?..I should have been careful in controlling my feelings...-

* he then drifted to dreamland..*

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Somin's POV

*she still cant sleep thinking about him..she regreted not telling him her feelings...*

-somin!! you are such a COWARD.if you have told him that you like him in the first place..things wuld be MUCH more different!!.it's all YOUR FAULT SOMIN!! I'm a coward....-