Note

Some parts of this story are fiction such as the characters,her life background l,anorexia and depression(I still haven't been diagnosed with anything appart from mixed feelings),marriage and kids (I'm way too young for that I only plan on getting married when I'm 25 still 12  years to go). I know I changed alot in the story but the real reason behind it is private.Ty.

Warning.

There is violence included!

Nichkhun sighed as he finished making he took a deep breath before traveling upstairs to call his beloved wife when he heard the swset melody of the piano playing along with a song and sobing his heart broke as soon as he heard these words

"help me now,help me fly,so I can reach out a hand and touch the sky,

God please oh,let me leave I can't handle it anymore it's too much for me,

And I've tried to handle it but I can't, And the scars in my hand could be the end 

so help me,so let me fall, please get my call,

and pull the trigger oh oh,God please be my only friend

and carry Me,let me be,take me far awat from here far from all my fears,

carry Me, let me go,I can't fall over again and loose it all,

so give me a chance let me be happy,

and pull the trigger and carry Me.

Don't stop now,don't let me live,take my life away I will forgive I guess they were right I am useless so God please let me go free my soul 

cause I can't look back now can't be like her but I can't live this way anymore 

and I don't wish bad I wish right but let me fly away take me home tonight

And carry Me let me meet,let me be with the family I never met,but can't forget,carry me, God please let me fall, so carry Me somwhere I can be happy where I am myself and all,so don't give a hand let me fly so I can be myself and say goodbye let me be,let me fall,I can't cry anymore so carry Me far away from here just let me go pull the trigger and carry Me"

As soon as she said the last words he broke down in tears she needed him right now and he wasn't gonna let that happen but when opened the door he was in a shock to find Victoria there sitting near the piano her long Brown half tied up with curls falling on both sides of her shoulders her short white cardigan coverd in blood along with her long pink skirt and her black flats.He stared there as he stood frozen at the door.He stayed staring as she dug the blazer deeper deeper then skin or bone the blood dripping as her tears fell until she looked up and noticed a familier figure at the door she took a deep breath and whispered "I'm sorry both of you, I'm so sorry! ".

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hi guys I know this chapter is short it's just I'm wrighting these on my phone so ya.anyway comment and subscribe thanks for reading my ff and love ye. Ty.