this songfic is based on a malay song. I had some terrible time translating that song omg. the title of this song is 150 juta by fynn jamal. Hope you guys enjoy ^^

JIYONG'S POV

For the 150th million times, 

they asked you the same question again,

'hey why are you still into that guy?'

'or are you just pretending?' 

your friend went to us when we're eating together. They asked you the same question again. They don't really know how to respect my feeling tho. I put myself on mute and waits for your response.

For that 150th times, 

in front of everyone you pull my hand, 

who make expression-less face,

and one by one you explain,

I continue eating my food while your friends are talking to you. I felt your hand touching mine and intertwined our hands. Suddenly you are about to open your mouth explains everything again. Tho i know what the answers would be but I'm still unsure about everything.

'he might be the most fierce among us',

'but he cried when watching dramas',

' he might speak un-politely', 

'but he is the most truthful guy I've met',

'i know him better then you guys' 

in front of your friends,  you explained. true im fierce.  true I've cried. true I'm impolite. Am I truthful?  I don't deserve your kindness, Seunghyun. 

For that 150th times, 

I don't really believe what you have just said, 

what