Ji  Young was a man of many talents. Unlike a lot of people that has yet to figure out their own, Kwon Ji Young was aware of his own. He also knew that dreams definitely come true. Ever since he was young, the thing he dreamed for the most was to become a singer. With hard work, passion and dedication he definitely did became one. Kwon Ji Young had everything a man would ever desire; good looks, money and women to go by. Well not exactly the latter, it wasn’t as if he had a woman in his life. Instead Kwon Ji Young fell in love with the happiest person he ever known. Years of denial laid him to play around with mere strangers. If he would just know, then maybe, it would had been much easier for him. But it was never easy to be Kwon Ji Young. And maybe if he would had know, then things wouldn’t had turn out the way they did. 

“Hyung?”  A voice called out to him. Looking up he made eye contact with Daesung.

They stared at each other for a couple of seconds and then he turned to looks at the baby on Daesungs arms. Ji Young guessed that maybe it could have almost one year, at least. The baby was smiling without a care in the world, what else can he expect? it wasn’t like this baby knew anything at all. Not even the kind of situation it put him through. He covered his eyes with his right hand, in an attempt to calm an incoming headache. Breathing in and out the older man tried to calm down. When two to three minutes passed by, and he knew he was calm enough, Ji Young brought his right hand down to his mouth and then looked at the baby again.

“Hey, c’mon Hyung, don’t look so upset” Daesung spoke once more. “You always said that you wanted a baby” his dongsaeng tried to light up his mood, but somehow the only thing it did was upset him more. 

To be quiet honest, he loved children and he always wanted to have his own baby; but never under these circumstances. Just this morning when he was taking his time to cuddle up with Daesung, his phone rang. For sure, he knew no one of his band mate would call him because they were also enjoying their free day. Finally deciding to pick up the phone, somehow Ji Young knew he shouldn’t have. When answering, the now dammed phone, a female voice came from the other end. Oh and how much he recognized that voice. He’d spend man nights with her, trying to run away from his feeling for Daesung. Ji Young just wasn’t sure what he exactly felt for him. He felt bad for having such feelings for him and to be honest if the younger man hadn’t told him himself Ji Young would had still been suppressing his own feelings. When he had made peace with his emotions, he gave up on the idea to ever having a child, well he did though of adoption but he always though to ask Daesung about it later; which later became so very later. But when he met with the woman in private, the last thing he expected was for her to arrive with a child and proclaiming that it was his. Feeling very much aggravated, Ji Young felt the urge to just throw her out of his place with the very said child. But he couldn’t. He didn’t had any choice, the baby’s mother had threatened him to make a scandal out of this

Once she left, Ji Young had the child on his hand, but extending his arms to keep her as far as possible. It’s not that he disliked her, he just wasn’t prepare to face an unfamiliar baby. Once her mother left her, he woke Daesung up and gave him the child.  

Pinching the bridge of his nose to calm himself down again he looked at the younger man on the opisite side of the table. “It’s not about that Daesung” he sighed. “What will I do with her? I—I don’t even know her birth date, I don’t know anything important about her” brushing his hair back he kept giving reasons as to why the baby couldn’t stay. “And that’s not even the problem Daesung, Do you know how this will ruin me?—it’s not even about ruining me, what will people say when they finds out? What about my family?” He was feeling exasperated now. This turns out of events was the very last thing he expected to ever happen to him.

“But there’s nothing else we can do” the younger one tried to reason with him. “You can’t just leave her on an orphanage, Hyung, she’s now your responsibility”

Ji Young blinked once, twice and then once more. He looked from Daesung, to the baby and then to Daesung again. “She’ll have to start school when she gets old enough”

“You can enroll her on a private school, that will somehow help a little. But you have to talk to YG about this, Hyung”

Not YG, anyone but YG. The older man knew that he would definitely have to tell him no matter what. If worse were to happen and this became a scandal, it would most likely infuriate his boss.

Sighing in frustration, Ji Young just decided to give up. “I’ll go talk to him tomorrow”

“Hey cheer up, this baby it’s the cutest. See? She hasn’t cried not even once since she got here” Daesung smiled and swing her on his arms. “Her name’s Nami—I guess it’s Kwon Na Mi”

“How you know her name?”

“It says so on the birth certificate. It was on her bag with a few other things, I saw it while you spoke to her mother”

Ji Young made a face of utter disgust when the younger man mentioned her. “Don’t say that, I don’t want to know anything about that woman” he said and looked away.    

“Well, Hyung, if you hadn’t messed around then maybe this wouldn’t be happening”

“Well maybe if you had told me your feelings earlier then I wouldn’t had been messing around”

“Oh no, don’t go blaming this on me Ji Young. This is your own fault” Daesung then stood up from his seat and walk to the other side of the table. “Now pick her up. You haven’t even hold her even since she got here”

Just then, he became uncertain. But he wasn’t given any time to think because Daesung was already handing the baby to him. Being as careful as he could, Ji Young finally picked Na Mi up. She stared up at him with her big eyes and not even a minute went by and she smiled up at Ji Young. Said man couldn’t help but smile back at her.

“See? Isn’t she cute?” Daesung said, standing behind Ji Young seat with his hands on his shoulders.

Later that night, when the two of them went to sleep they put Na Mi in between them. She was fast asleep so Ji Young just stared at Daesung. The older man wondered if his lover was mad at him. To say the truth it was quite hard to make Daesung mad, but somehow he felt like he really screwed up this time. The younger of the two was aware of Ji Youngs ways. All those tours, in all around Asia, after concerts parties Daesung would take glances at his hyung. He was aware that he would go around with different women to find some relief but he would do it discreetly. At first it wouldn’t bother his at all, but as time went by it hurted him more and more to the point to where he needed to confess his feelings for his leader in order to at least tell himself that he did tried. The last thing he expected was for Ji Young to go on kissing him and tell him that he also held feelings for him.

“Daesung?” Ji Young softly called his name.

“um?” He kept his eyes closed.

“Are you upset?”

“Why would I be?” Daesung whispered, still keeping his eyes closed.

“A woman just came by out house… and brought a baby with her telling it was mine. Aren’t you mad at me?”

Opening his eyes to finally look at Ji Young, he softly smiled at him. “I’m a bit hurt, but not upset”

“I—I’m sorry”

Daesung then chuckled and extended his left hand and lay it on Ji Young’s right cheek. “You don’t have to apologize. I’m not upset that you have a daughter now. I’m just hurt that you were with another person before me, but all that was before we came to be, so it’s fine” he soflty caressed his cheek and kept smiling at him.

Honestly, Ji Young felt like crying at how lucky he was to have such a person on his life.   

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The week after Na Mi had arrived into his and Daesung life, Ji Young went directly to talk to YG. He was nervous, and he felt like maybe he would start gagging at any moment. Maybe Daesung should had listened to him and wait longer before even saying a word to YG about the Na Mi. But, no, the younger man insisted to do it as soon as possible; in fact he gave emphasis in the sooner. But the famous G-Dragon was never more nervous than the moment he stood in front of YG office door. This moment was probably on par with when he first guessed his feelings for his now lover. He could’ve just turned away, and forget he even though about telling YG about it. Heck, he could just move out of the country but Ji Young was aware that if he did any of those then Daesung would be so mad at him. The man breathed in and then out, with his right hand on his chest to try to calm himself down a bit. There was no turning back now.

After some struggling, Ji Young found the way to say it. And he stared at anywhere but YG. The first thing he expected was to be strangled right there on the spot. He also expected a good beating. But none of that happened. Maybe it was some kind of mind torture, but Ji Young never bothered to find out. That day YG let him go after a really long lecture at how irresponsible he was and that now he had an even more responsibility to take care of. He though that YG would be even more furious, somehow he wasn’t. His boss was aware that now Ji Young had settle down. 

“We’re leaving now!” Daesung said. He was on the front door, putting his shoes on together with Ji Young.

“Hurry up Na Mi-ah” Ji Young rushed too “We’re going to leave with out you!” sighing at how the girl wasn’t paying attention to him, he walked to her room. Opening and taking a peek he finally saw Na Mi. “What are you doing sweetie? I though you were ready a while ago”

There, on her bed, Na Mi had her favorite toys lying down. “But Ji Young Appa, I don’t know which one to take with me” she picked them all and showed them to him.

Na Mi, looked up at him and somehow his heart melted at how adorable she looked. Na Mi was now four years old and on those years she’s been living with him, she was the world to Ji Young. Sometimes Daesung would teasingly get mad at him at how much he would spoil her, and even when they were with their friends all Ji Young would talk about was how cute Na Mi was.

“We’re just going to the park, if you take them all you will loose them” Ji Young made his way towards her trying to to trip with the small table on the middle of the room with a small tea set on it, one which Daesung had bough for her and spend many days playing with her on it. “You can play with me and Daesung”

“Okay Appa!”

Finally after all the persuading he did, he got her to leave to room and final made her way to the front door; there Daesung smiled and picked her up.

“Is the princess ready now?” 

Hugging his neck Na Mi nodded her head.