"ish this morning sickness is killing me!"i mumble softly when i exit the bathroom..this is the 3rd time i throw up in the morning..

right now i bareing to eat..it's look like i almost allegic to most food...please don't this to me Howon junior..your mummy is hungry,

i'm craving for bubble tea..need to get some.

as i getting ready,i just realized something that i need to tell him soon.my baby will getting bigger if i didn't tell him.is he really accept this?or should i abort this baby in my tummy?

DING DONGGG

ish who the one is coming this early morning??

i run to the door and dammit..he is here!

"yah!! why didn't you pick up my call and reply my message? where have you been?"he said as he enter my house

yes,Lee Howon i'm avoiding you! i need to think about how i need to tell you about i'm carrying your baby!

"Minjae-ah why are you not answering me?"he ask me 

"ahhh,mian i'm very busy with works these days?"i lied

"oh..ok..wait why your face so pale? are you okay?"he said as he softly place his hand at my forehead

"nah i'm okay.so what brings you here?"i said as removed his hand from my foreheads.

he give me his famous stare

"why? didn't you want to see me anymore?why are you acting like this MinJae?"he said

"acting like what?"i ask him back

"seems like you want to avoiding me..did i do something wrong?"he ask me with concern face

"nothing..i'm just not feeling well" i said as i when to the bathroom.feeling like throwing out again

"yah Baek MinJae..are you really feeling okay? do you want me to take you to the hospital"Howon said concernly

"there's no need"i said softly as i walked to my bed room to lay down

"MinJae-ah do you have anything to tell me?"Howon said as he lay next to me at the bed

"tell you what?"

"SungYoung said,there something important that i need to know from you"he said as stare at me

Daammit that Choi SungYoung..why must she tell him?

Right she is the only friend that know that i'm pregnant

"yup Howon, there is"i said as get up from the bed and walk to the bathroom 

i take all the pregnancy kit around 7 box of it

"here..i recently found out about this"i said as i show him all the pregnancy test

he seem...wait i just can't describe what his expression about this thing..he just stare at it then he look at me

"is this why you have been avoiding me?"he ask me..i just nodded

"have you see the doctor?"he ask again, and i nodded again

"it already a month" i said

"why didn't you tell me sooner"he sound angry

"i'm sorry..i'm just afraid."i said as he just keep silent.about 5minute he keep silent looking at the kit.

i knew that expression.i bet he doesn't want this right? so he really don't want this baby.he doesn't want me.he want break with me.

"i get it Lee Howon,you don't want this child right?i know you not ready and me too.you want to leave me right so let's break up"i suddenly burst in tears and walk away from him

Dammit why i have i agreed to all of this?

" yah babo-yah!who said that i'm leaving you?i will never going to leave you..like ever..you the first woman that i really love beside umma..you is one of my favorite woman and i just can't bear to lose you to anyone"he said as he move closer to me and give me a big loving hug

"yah babo!! your expression show everything.is like i'm the crime that carry your baby..so i thought that you don't want this baby"i said

"Baby i just shock okay..i never asspect the baby coming to soon..i have something on my mind before the baby"he said and i look at him clueless

he pull out something in his pocket..and OH MY GOD! it's FREAKING DIAMOND RING! 

"so Baek MinJae will you be my love,my heart,my life, my fiancee, my wife and my children's mother all in one?"he said as i hold my hand ready to wear the diamond ring