Jessica POV 

 

"Just forget it okay? it's been 2 days after you left him. why won't you stop? you already see him"

 

"i just couldn't okay?"

 

she sigh. 

 

"I know it's hard for you but come on. you have been sitting here all day!"

 

"Just leave me alone okay?"

 

she sigh and leave me alone in this garden. 

 

yes now i'm in heaven and i would never step on earth ever again. 

 

2 days i've been in here. thinking about how difficult i am to leave him. 

 

i didn't even say goodbye to him. 

 

i don't know. i just couldn't face him. 

 

i did say goodbye to Tiffany and Krystal, and i know how sad they are. 

 

Maybe destiny would never always besides us. 

 

as times goes by, i can only sigh and cry silently. 

 

Yoong POV

 

"Come on Yoong!"

 

"Please guys."

 

"Come on. you always say no"

 

"i mean today hyung. please i'm not in the mood to play okay?" 

 

"alright than. just remind you if you change your mind you know where we are right?"

 

i nod slowly. 

 

now i sit all alone in school garden. 

 

i'm just  thinking where she could be. 

 

after the day i date her, the next day i didn't see her. 

 

she didn't came to class. 

 

i'm worried about her.

 

"BU!!!!" 

 

i turn back and saw Tiffany noona. 

 

"Why aren't you scared?" 

 

"I'm not in the mood to play noona"

 

"ahhh you're no fun"

 

than she sat beside me while put her hand on my left hand. 

 

"You heard about Jessica?"

 

"Mmm nope. she didn't call me this day"

 

"I'm worried about her" 

 

"Why don't you come to her apartement? maybe she's there. sick"

 

apartement. RIGHT!!!

 

why i'm not think of that!

 

"thx noona!"

 

i kiss her cheeks and say 

 

"I love you noona" before get going. 

 

Tiffany POV

 

i sigh seeing he run to her apartement.

 

if you never broke the rules, maybe you still here with me Sica-ah. 

 

we're best friend, and................i miss you so much. 

 

why you cameback? why can't you just stay up there so that no one of us will be suffer again. 

 

but seeing you be a human again, it make me feel good. 

 

i sigh. 

 

you makes us hard to forget you. 

 

i just hope that Yoong would forgive me and Krystal. 

 

and.........Goodbye my friend.

 

Krystal POV 

 

"come on Krys. the show is in 2 day but you still fell in the middle of the show"

 

"Sorry. i-i-i'm not in the good condition"

 

"Well you look like one"

 

"Can we take a break?"

 

"Okay 10 minute" 

 

i sat on the ice and sigh. 

 

after 2 days, i feel a bit dizzy while on the other side i should practice for the Ice Skating competition. 

 

why unnie?

 

why you left me again?

 

first you've left me than you cameback to me but than................................you left me again.

 

you know without you i'm nothing. 

 

i miss you unnie. 

 

when the day i'll perform you would never be there anymore but you can see me but........i don't. 

 

i'm a human remember. 

 

i love you unnie, but i think you feel diffrent. 

 

you left me without even crying.

 

i felt empty unnie.

 

i keep silent and without everyone knowing, i cry silently. 

 

Yoong POV 

 

i walk all the way to Jessica apartement. 

 

my feeling just couldn't stop from happiness and worriedness.

 

as i stood infront of her door apartement, for a moment i felt something uncomfortable. 

 

is like something told me to walk away.

 

is like something would happening when i came in to her apartement. 

 

i keep that feeling away and walk in to her apartement. 

 

"Hello? sica?"

 

 

but no answer

 

 

i walk deep to her apartement and smile. 

 

it just look the same. 

 

the photos and everything. 

 

it makes me remember about our first date.

 

yes because of rainning, we date inside her apartement.

 

it's quiet romantic and she love it. 

 

every memories we have just pop in to my mind and it makes me smile at every photos and every room. 

 

than i walk in to her room and smile. 

 

it still the same room i know. it's pink.

 

and Tiffany noona is jealous because of her.  

 

than i stop infront of her desk.

 

there's a bouqet of roses and a note beside it. 

 

i feel kinda weird after seeing it. 

 

i grab the note and read it.

 

Take this bouqet. 

 

and try to find me^^

 

-Sica

 

did she know i would come today?

 

i chuckled. you really are scary Jessica Jung Sooyeon. 

 

skip~~~~

 

Han River.

 

yes i guess she hide in here somewhere. 

 

i walk around the river and found a note on the tree. 

 

You find me. 

 

just walk straightd! 

 

-Sica

 

i smile seeing the note. i grab it and put it inside my pocket and start to walk straight like she said.

 

than i saw a note again after walk from the first tree to the fifth, maybe?

 

Are you tired?

 

just a fiew more note! Fighting^^

 

-Sica

 

i smile again and grab the note and put it inside my pocket again.

 

i walk straight and after a i walk from the second tree i saw a note again after 7 tree.

 

Take a breath! 

 

i don't want to see you being tired!

 

-Sica

 

i smile again and take the bottle beside the tree. 

 

you really care about me Jessica.

 

i started to walk again. 

 

than i saw the note.

 

you don't like seeing me waiting for you right?

 

-Sica

 

yes Sica. you know me very well after 5 years. 

 

just like the other, i start to walk again.

 

than i saw another note.

 

One more step and you see me there!

 

oh and you don't forget about the flowers right?

 

-Sica

 

i chuckled. 

 

no i never forget about it. 

 

i walk again and i stood infront of the last tree. 

 

there's a note. the last note. 

 

You are here! you has complete the mission!

 

but you haven't find me! try to find me here!

 

-Sica 

 

after i read that note, i quickly look around it and stop. 

 

i walk towards it and suprice to see something i would never forget.

 

a memories.

 

a picture of us.

 

the first day we met. 

 

the day i felt my life is not worth anymore. 

 

there's a picture of me and her. 

 

i was cleaning her scar and i saw her smiling at me.

 

i remember those day. 

 

than i see there's a lot of picture of us. 

 

from the day she save me and the day i confess to her.

 

i smile looking at every picture there.

 

our first date.

 

our second date.

 

than.....................................that accident.

 

the accident who take her life.

 

her funeral. 

 

than the last picture is.....................................

 

the day she become a human.

 

i look behind the picture and saw a video.  

 

 it say: 

 

Do you remember everything now?

 

i nod slowly.

 

Promise me you won't forget me

 

i chuckled and nod. 

 

I love you and you know that right?

 

"I do" 

 

than she came out from the video. i mean she's in the video. 

 

"Hi Yoong!" i smile looking at her.

 

"maybe now you are suprice to see me here with all those picture"

 

"Yes i am"

 

"By the way the bouqet i ask you to bring it, can you please put it on my grave? i wanted to see you for the last time"

 

i stared at her. what she mean?

 

"I know we were just date 2 days ago but, you know it's complicated. i-i-i should say goodbye to you."

 

what?

 

"Yes i know. we were just started it. but i think destiny would never besides us forever. i don't have a chance to be with you anymore. so after that night, i left without you knowing."

 

"Sica"

 

"I'm sorry for leaving you again. if you wish i could be a human again, i can, but.............my chance has gone"

 

i just stay quiet.

 

"I know you would suffer all the time, but please don't. my life now is in other place. far far away from where you stood right now"

 

"so just promise me you would never suffer because of me okay? because i would be sad seeing you like that"

 

"Sica i couldn't. don't you remember? after you gone, my life always miserable. i couldn't live without you"

 

"I know after i save you, your life is more beautiful because of me. but now i'm gone and you should fine someone else"

 

"Sica please don't"

 

"If you beg me to go back, i'm sorry. i couldn't"

 

my tears drop imidietly and slowly i kneel down to the grown and cry.

 

"this is where i belong now. everything we been threw is now in the past."

 

"Don't say that"

 

"Goodbye Im Yoong. remember i always love you Im Yoong, always"

 

"You always be my first love and my Angel, forever"

 

than the video is finish.

 

i can see all the people is looking at me and some of them is crying seeing the video. 

 

Sica-ah why? why you left? 

 

why?  don't you want to married with me?

 

why God hate us so much?

 

wae?