Jessica POV

 

"you don't have to worry about him. He's now adult"

 

"I can't forget him. Even I'm a soul I always remember him"

 

i stare at the sky to look at my boyfriend.

 

"just forget him. You have a new life now"

 

"I can't. I haven't say my last word to him and his life is ruin because of me"

 

"it's always happen to other people"

 

"I don't care. I still wanted to watch him"

 

than I can only hear sigh from my friend Sooyoung.

 

than I saw him drunk in the middle of midnight. 

 

I can only close my eyes and pray for him.

 

"please stop this Yoong. I hate seeing you drunk like that. You make me feel uncomfortable." I said while looking at him.

 

yess. Now I'm a soul. Since the day I die, Sooyoung help me to stay calm and explain everything.

 

it's been 4 years since the day I die.

 

it was an accident. 

 

Maybe it's hard for me to believe that now I'm dead and I can't go back to earth.

 

i still didn't believe I'm dead.

 

"Sooyoung"

 

"what's is it Sooyeon?"

 

"can I go back to be a human being again?"

 

"what? Sooyeon I already told you. You know it's illegal and It's only a fiew people make it and some of them can only go back to be a soul"

 

"I know the possibility to go back is small but I beg you. I want to go back please"

 

She sigh and nod slowly.

 

"I will talk to Hyoyeon"

 

i smile at her and hug her.

 

"thx"

 

Yoong POV

 

"Yoongie wake up"

 

i open my eyes and feel pain on my head.

 

"ouch"

 

"You better wash up. You smell alcohol"

 

"what happen?"

 

"you drunk last night. Why can't you just forget her?! It's been 4 years! She won't  happy to see you like this!" I heard my sister yelled at me.

 

"is she worth to be forgetten? After she save me from the gangs?!"

 

"it's long time ago when you're in high school. Now you're in collage!"

 

"just get out Tiffany noona."

 

as she walk out from my room, I close my eyes.

 

"if only you still alive"

 

skip~~

 

"Yoong oppa!"

 

i turn back and saw Krystal running towards me.

 

"I heard you drunk last night. Are you okay now?"

 

"umm yeah I'm okay"

 

"don't do that okay? I don't want to see you hurt because of drunk"

 

i smile.

 

"you make me remember about your sister"

 

"I know oppa I know"

 

she hug me and I hug her too.

 

since Sooyeon die, I gave her a beautiful name. I gave her name Jessica.

 

i always wanted to call her Jessica and it's because it's looks good on her.

 

i did change Soojung name. It's Krystal!

 

its because she looks so pure and active.

 

"You don't have to drink everyday oppa. I know you can't forget her but at least you stop drinking okay?"

 

"I'll try okay?" I said to her and she giggled.

 

i stare at her and play with her hair.

 

"Now get back to your class before the professor came"

 

"yes sunbae-nim!"

 

i smile.

 

skip~~

 

in heaven~~~

 

"you sure wanna do this? The possibility to be a human again it's quiet small and it's dangerous"

 

"at least we try right?"

 

"Sooyeon, if you didn't make it, some of them get back to heaven and some of them go to another world that no one know where. Only gods and the Angel now it."

 

"I know. But please"

 

she sigh.

 

"okay. But today I'm very busy. There's a lot of soul wants to go in here. So I should finish it first because the keys it's on my hand"

 

"yeahh whatever. Just tell me when you're NOT busy"

 

Hyoyeon glare at me and I glare back.

 

"make sure she watch or she go she go to hell"

 

aishh I even older than her!

 

"Sooyeon"

 

"mm?"

 

"if I'm you, I won't go back if I now I can go back to earth and be a human again"

 

"why?"

 

"because I'm tired of my life and I always wish to be in heaven forever"

 

"but why?"

 

"I know my family would never find me and I know they didn't care about me"

 

"so?"

 

"I ran away from my house and one day I jump off from my school rooftop. I die in piece and I like it"

 

i glare at her and she look away.

 

"I'm going to watch my boyfriend. You're coming?"

 

"later"

 

"okay"

 

Skip~~

 

"he's in class."

 

"I thought you're too lazy to open your book Yoong"

 

"but I think you change after I gone"

 

I said while smiling at Yoong picture.

 

"just wait Yoong. I will be back but let's pretend we didn't know each other. It will be diffrent. Let's start from the beginning"

 

Tada! I know it's short but please understand me! I have test and I just make it short since I promise you guys I will update today. Oh and are you guys mad at me because it's a sad story?

 

well I'm sorry this story just came up from my head. Sorry guys but I promise will make a happy ending and a happy story. 

 

So TOODLES! Have fun on reading guys!