“Kookie!~♥” I happily waved my hands, hoping he’d recognise me. But no, he didn’t look back at me - well, at least not yet.

“Baby~” I shouted with a silent voice, since I didn’t want anyone, but him, to hear me. Maybe he had grown apart from Kookie, that I used to call him. It had only been a few years though. But fortunately, the Baby part made him look back - back at me. Wow, his face, it … it was so familiar. Even my thoughts were rather stuttering. My hands were, one way or another, sweaty, whenever I thought of him. And without thinking, he ran towards me. Oh my, his smile was … it just … felt like I couldn’t breath at all. How was I supposed to stay alive any longer?

“J-Jin hyung~” In front of me, he was out of breath, although he only ran a few meters towards me. He tried breathing properly, but while smiling. He straightened his body and with an eye-smile, he happily looked at me. He was already sixteen - wow, he grew so fast and I was proud of him. I felt a bit bad for not celebrating some of his birthdays - did he celebrate mine?

“Jin hyung …” He finally looked a bit more comforted, and continued “-I missed you” …

- Kookie, where are you going? - I kept asking myself that night he left. My members told me not to worry, but it was harder than it seemed. To me, it wasn’t just two years - It was too long. That day he came back, I even realised that I had li