SOMEONE'S POV

It's good to be back in Korea, it's been 3 months since i leaved this country for some business meeting that my Dad wants me to attend. I went inside my room and look around

'Still the same' i thought, i lay down for a while and hug the stuff only stuff toy i had, i look at him, yes it's a him and i named him jeiven and her face suddenly appears inside my mind

"I wonder what your mother is doing right now?" i asked him, i look around again, this bedroom of mine who looks like a huge box if she's not here, i moved to my left and saw a piece of paper on my side table, i reach for it then open it

'Party at YB's house at 8! see yah there! - Bom' i look at Jeiven, stare at him for a while

"I'm going to leave you for a while tonight, i'm going to see your mom.." i told him, i stood up from my bed and headed to the bathroom but i stop on my tracks when i saw our picture together, i pick it up and sigh

"I miss you so much" i whispered and continue my way to the bathroom

7:45 pm (Dong's Residence)

I pick up a dress that make me feel comfortable, as i went out of my car, people look and stare at me like they've seen a ghost, i walk straight inside while looking around, i can't find Bom or Minji anywhere but i saw someone wave at me, it's Seunghyun, i walk towards where he's sitting, he stood up and gave me a hug

"I thought your not coming.." he said while smiling, he pull a chair and let me sit before him

"There's no reason i won't be here.." i answered him, he nod his head and took a sip from his glass

"How's LA?" he asked again

"Same old, nothing new. I haven't gone a chance to go out because of that business meeting.." i answered

"Korea misses you.." i laugh softly while he smile

"I miss Korea too and i miss her, badly.." he look at me straight into my eye, like those look from people i saw a while ago

"Have you heard the news?" he asked me, i furrow my eyebrows and about to speak when someone tap me on my shoulder, i turn my head to see Minji smiling at me

"Unnie!" she said and give me a hug, i hug her back while looking at Seunghyun who's laughing

"Hey.. M-minji.. Ugh i c-can't breath!" i told her while softly pushing her trying hard to break away from her tight hug, as she releases me i saw her eyes got moist but look away when she notice i'm looking at her

"How's your trip?" she ask and sit in front of me and beside Seunghyun

"Boring. i can't do anything besides watching movies.." i answered, she smile at me then i look around hoping to find her

"Did you see her?" i ask Minji, she look at me then to Seunghyun who look back at her

"No Unnie.." she answered, i look at Seunghyun too but he shook his head

"I really need to talk to her, i know i didn't contact her for the past 3 months.." i told them, Minji nod her head while Seunghyun is just looking at me then i heard a voice, that voice that i miss so much, the three of us look at where the voice is coming and saw her there standing, smiling

'My Baby' i told myself, she walk slowly towards us, my heart beats faster, it's been three months since i saw my baby, i know we're not in good terms and it's my decision that we need to take a break from each other but i miss her badly, not a day and night goes by that i didn't think of her, i was about to stand on my chair when i saw a man walks towards her and give her a hug, she smiled at him and give him a kiss on her cheeks

'She's not looking at us or at me?' i whispered then i felt a hand on my shoulder, i don't need to turn my head to know who it is

"I was trying to call you yesterday but you didn't answer my call.." Jiyong said, my eyes are still looking at her and him

"W-what's the meaning of this?" i asked him almost a whisper

"You gave her time to think, think of what she wants in her life even you already knew that it's you she wants. You pushed her away, too far away from you. You should have stayed, you should have fought for her, stick with her. She did understand your situation, your problem with your parents regarding your relationship with her and they disagree but she didn't asked anything from you, she didn't even tell you to told them but instead you did thinking it's the best way even though you know to yourself that you can't fight for her.." i heard him said, i'm still looking at my baby, no, she's someone else's baby now

"Why did you made decisions like that huh? Why? I thought you love her, she's your life, your everything! You didn't even bother to call her or ask if she's alright.She's crying everyday, waiting for you to comeback but you didn't. You made her realize that she means nothing to you.."

"She means everything to me.." i answered, a single tear escape my eye

The girl i love the most, the girl who make me smile, make my heart beats uncontrollably. Her voice that made me sleep like a baby every night, those hand that always intertwined with mine, she never got shy even people look at us. She always made me feel special, the first girl that i ever love and the girl i want to grow old with but she's.... she's...

"She wants to give this back to you.." i heard Jiyong's voice again and for the first time i look at him then i felt his hand hold mine and place a small circle thing on my palm

'Our ring' i said to myself, i close my eyes and so as my hand, tears fall freely from my eyes

"Unnie.." Minji said, i open my eyes and look at her, i look at her again and i saw her looking at me, giving her saddest smile and look away

"I-i need to go now.." i told my friends

"But--" i cut Seunghyun off by shaking my head

"I'll see you guys tomorrow.." i said, i walk in a fast pace, trying my best not to cry anymore but i can't


When Reality hits me, it fell hard as a big rock on my body, heart and mind. I pushed her away, i took her for granted, i didn't even fought for her, i know saying I Love You is not enough, i'm scared that time, i don't know what to do but now that i gained enough strength to fight for her, to stay beside her and to make her feel that i love her so much, she already left me. I thought tonight i'm going to dance with my baby, with my Baby Chaerin but instead i saw her dancing with the new man in her life


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