25 december 2003

Christmas day

Yuri Unni, Siwon oppa, Kyuhyun oppa and i were celebrating christmas day, it was like the best time in my whole life.. but suddenly, everything changed, it became the worst time in my whole life.

"Oh! Lets take a photo!" siwon oppa set the timer on camera

*CLICK*

*left to right: siwon, yuna, kyuhyun, yuri*

"PERFECT!" he shouted

we all laughed at his cute attitude

"Yuna-yah, Can you come with me for a while?" yuri unni invited me to her room

"why is it unni? why can't we just talk outside?" i suspiciously asked

"Yuna, you ever told me that you would give me everything, right?" she re-confirms

i nodded

"i want to ask you for one thing, you'll give it to me right?" 

"yes unni! of course! i told you i would give you everything i have!" i have no clue

"please leave siwon oppa, i want him" she said seriously

i stayed silent

"yes unni" my voice cracked

"thankyou yuna-yah!" he hugged me tightly

you know unni, i'll gave you everything i had, even the person i loved.

i hold my tears, i put my heads up, smile, and get out of the room

"what are you two discussing in the room?" kyuhyun oppa asked

"oh, i lost my headphone, i thought yuna keep it, so i asked her" she lied

everyone believe in her

i need to book a flight ticket to Boston, Massachuset for tomorrow.

"guys, its already night, shouldn't you go home?" i asked as i don't want them to know that i'll go to US tomorrow

"oh yeah, time flies too fast, i forgot that i need to go home" siwon oppa laughed

i smiled

this is the last day, i can't see him anymore.. oppa, do you know that i love you? i really can't leave you, but i should, don't forget me

"lets go home, hyung! night kwon sisters" 

"good night yuna-yah! yuri too" he smiled

his sweet smiles, i can't see it anymore

they went out of the house

i went to my room and quickly buy the flight ticket online, packed my luggage, bring all the things i need.

i will live in boston from now on, i don't know if i can see him again

i cried and fall asleep

the next day

i take the flight at dawn

i went to the airport as soon as possible

"Flight number BMA2326, Destination to boston, boarding, please check in" the announcer called

oh its my flight

i checked in and get inside the plane

so this is the last day at korea... siwon oppa, i'll miss you

i decided to send siwon oppa a video for farewell

"Oh! Siwon oppa! how are you doing? sorry that i can't meet you anymore since i'll be going to somewhere far, don't miss me! please take care of yuri unni, love her more than anything, that's my last wish, please just forget me, don't ever remember me, i'll miss you so bad oppa! keep smiling, i love to see your smile! oh i'm departing now! bye oppa! i hope someday we can meet again"

i send it to his email. after it sent, i deactive my email account. i also had already change my phone number and everything, so he cannot search and contact me

"We are now departing, please wear your seat belt" the stewardess remind me

"oh, yes" i wore my seatbelt

arrived at boston

so from today, my life has just started! hello boston!