You Wouldn't Answer My Calls by 2AM

For 2AM’s "You Wouldn’t Answer My Calls" even when I listen to it, depending on my mood, or if I am in public, I can either fight the tears or let them reduce me to a sobbing mess. But either way my eyeballs aren’t dry, and they never will be. When I watch the video, even when nothing’s going on in the beginning, and then they talk in Korean and I have no idea what’s going on I just feel this intense, uncontrollable sadness. And when I see Jo Kwon looking like he’s about to cry, I can’t help but feel even sadder because if Jo Kwon isn’t happy no is!

 I was going to say "Baby I’m Sorry" by MYNAME…

But “Baby I’m Sorry” is in second place because the song itself doesn’t really make me cry, it makes me kind-of sad. What makes me cry is the music video. To me it’s like Titanic, the whole movie you’re like “I know Jack’s gonna die, I’m doing okay now, I’m not gonna cry”, and then that moment comes and you are reduced to an emotional wreck. That “Jack” moment in the Baby I’m Sorry music video where I just loose it is when the blond, shy guy (I don’t know his name but he’s my favorite) is dying and he’s reaching for his phone like “mommy”. T.T And then they show all of them taking a picture on the beach, and I’m not yet over the whole “mommy” thing yet, so I’m like TT.TT

This post made me too sad.

….I will probably be singing Jo Kwon's cover of BoA's "Hurricane Venus" until tomorrow’s post.