affection is so cruel
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He hates people, kindness, hearts and the cold, but among these things he loves Myungsoo - posessively, inevitably, shamefully, solely and in haste - despite everything he did and still does.
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a/n:
asjdaskjdashj this is practically me with writer's block + no inspiration + really trying hard to write something coherent against my lovely and infinitely-better-at-writing rival (again) SO EXCUSE ME WHILE I CRY BECAUSE I CANNOT WRITE
thank you to guava for promising me a poster + listening to me whine and scrap ideas + all my manga feels AS I UNSUCCESSFULLY TRY TO NOT BE DISTRACTED BY THE WORLD iloveyousomuchguava<33
also thank you elly for getting me off my AND GIVING ME BEAUTIFUL MUSIC + LHYUN I LOVE YOU <3333
this is my entry for the sky is the limit: march madness! i am not actually meant to be here js
prompt;
(…I’ve missed you so much it has felt like missing you is all I am. Like if someone looked inside of me, there wouldn’t be a skeleton and muscles and blood and nerves. There’d just be memories of you and all the things I’ve tried to say and ripped out of this notebook, all the things that I want to say but can’t because I don’t have the words. You don’t know how bad that makes me feel. How can you? I can’t even begin to say. –Elizabeth Scott, Love You Hate You Miss You)
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