What Happened to the Two Of Us?
What Happened to the Two Of Us?
There he was, in his room, looking at the notes he and Ljoe once wrote for each other. At his drawer, he kept it, Ricky kept it for memories sake. Now, he only see it because he needed to get his Ipod. He wonders why is it only now?
You are what I dreamt of
You are the one I look for
But why everything changes
The warmth of our love is gone
We once have all these before. Before going to sleep, when we wake up, and before going out and have our performances. But now, these pieces of papers are now seemed like trashes that's crowding my drawer. Hyung, do you still remember?
He then gets out of their room and went straight at the kitchen, where he found Byunghyun mingling with Niel and Chunji.
"The pig is awake!" Niel teased.
Ricky smiled, "Nae. Why you guys still not getting ready?" and then he went straight to the trash can and put the notes in there.
Ljoe's eyes are following him. When Ricky turn around he saw him looking and he just smiled.
"Did you sneak a bag of candies in your room last night huh?" he teases.
"Anio. It was just an old notes. Its just crowding my drawers so I decided to throw it."
"Yah! Changhyun, don't you always kept every note at your desk for memories, why throw it now?" Chunji asked curiously.
"Nae. Wae? Waeyo?" Niel asked repeatedly.
"Yah! Stop asking why! Somethings are not really better kept as memories. I'm already 19 years old and those notes are more than three years ago. Do you think I still remember when and what all of that for?"
"Ljoe hyung, do you have some notes that you left for Ricky huh?"
Byunghyun just looked at the table thinking, but before he gets to answer Changhyun already walked away.
"Yah, Ricky!" Chunji called but it seems like he was never heard. "That kid, he'll be paying at the car!"
Niel was already at the trash bin retrieving all the notes that Ricky have thrown, Chunji followed him and searches each one.
"This one is mine." Chunji claimed. "I know my hand writing."
"Nae, me too. I got two of my notes for Ricky."
Ricky, Ricky ah. What's happening? Am I forgetting all of those memories? Or you are going to erase it? Yoo Changhyun, why do you have to throw all of it? As far as I can remember, more than half of that notes are mine. Mine Ricky, mine.
"Ljoe hyung!" Niel calling while holding a bunch of notes in his hands, "Do you want to search yours here?"
"I still have some in my hands." Chunji presented it.
"Changhyun ah wants to put it in the garbage, why are you getting it?"
"Anio! Ricky might be an adult now, but its just for the numbers, not with his mind. We have good plans for this." Chunji and Niel smirk in a good way.
Promise for lifetime
Promise we'll never be part
But why love become so cold?
Its like ypu're not the one I prayed to God
Inside the car, Ljoe seats beside Changjo and Niel in front. While Ricky is at the back with CAP and Chunji. Like what Chunji said, he'll make Ricky pay and he did. He kept on torturing Changhyun with tickles and bites.
"Yah! Hyung stop it!" Ricky shouting while laughing.
"Hey! You two are too noisy!" the fearless maknae Changjo shouts. "Ljoe hyung is sleeping, you better shut up!"
Ricky then stops and so as Chunji.
"Ljoe doesn't care though." CAP said.
Then Byunghyun open his eyes and look at the back where in he sees Changhyun that turn to him with seconds of looks and then leaned his back on his sit and close his eyes. He doesn't know what to do with those looks. He doesn't know what to think of. He just then look towards and leaned his back again.
Ricky ah, Ricky ah. Are we strangers now? You don't look at me the same way. You never smile. No, you smiled, but not to me. Yoo Changhyun, are we... are we still... are we still... the same people we used to be?
What happened to us?
I thought we are one
Am I the one at fault?
Or you're the one who didn't fight
Against the challenges towards our love?
notes and memories...
Yoo Changhyun, eat the candies I bought for you. Its in your drawer. Better don't let Niel see it before you :).
Lee Byunghyun
Ricky found it at his Ipod. He just smiled whenever his hyung leaves notes like that. He was the first to enter the room and looked for the candies with a note, as always.
Yoo Changhyun, too much sweets can make you fat, better eat once in a while arasso?
Love...Lee Byunghyun <3
"Ya! Hyung is really mean somehow." he talks to him self.
Hyung, you're beanie is at my drawer, you left it last night. Next time, make sure you won't leave any evidence whenever you enter our room. Niel hyung is asking why its there."
Ricky <3
He left it at Ljoe's cardigan's pocket.
"Tsh! If he dares asking me about it, his lips will be sealed for the rest of his life."
Yoo Changhyun! Saranghae!
Its me, Lee Byunghyun! <3
Lee Byunghyun! Saranghaeyo!
Always, Yoo Changhyun
They used to leave one note each morning and everynight before they sleep. There are times that they stayed awake at night exchanging notes under their room doors.
Ricky, still awake?
Nae. Wae?
Lets talk.
Anio. I don't want to get out. I might wake Niel hyung up.
Then stay at your door. I'll be slipping notes.
Okay.
What are you doing?
Nothing important. Just listening in my Ipod.
Yoo Changhyun, I want to hug you.
Anio! I said I can't go out.
Then I will do it tomorrow.
How?
When you wake up.
What if they see us?
Then I will hug them too.
You should hug me first before them hyung!
Of course!
Sit beside me tomorrow.
Okay.
Yoo Changhyun!
Nae Lee Byunghyun?!
I love you.
I love you too.
Then Ljoe knocks on the floor 5 times.
Hyung, why are knocking?
Babo! It means I love you so much.
You didn't tell me that.
Do it Ricky.
And Ricky do as his hyung wish.
From now on that's our secret message.
I understand hyung!
nowadays...
What happened to us?
Love is now gone
Feelings are getting hurt
Hearts are wounded
Where's the live you've promise now?
Niel gave Ricky a big tap on his back.
"Ouch! Hyung that hurts!" Ricky said.
Ljoe just looked at them but when Ricky looks back, he then turned his look to another side.
Hyung, are you still with me or what? Are we getting separate ways? We are here at the same room, the same ground, but we cannot looked at each other.
"Yah! Look! There are many stories about us and Ljoe!" Chunji exclaimed.
"What? Maybe you two has something that the fans are seeing." CAP is seriously teasing Chunji.
"Yah! Seriously hyung? To all of us, you are the one who has Niel's selca at your phone!"
"Anio! It was before, but not today! I even had a picture of Ricky on my phone too."
Picture? Ricky's pictures? Yes, they are in my phone. That's why I don't want anybody to have it.
Selcas are things that can give a thousand stories. Maybe CAP hyung is right, Ljoe Hyung and CHunji hyung has something in between.
Ricky is seating beside CAP with a pillow on his lap with his eyes close. Ljoe is just looking at him in disguise. He's holding his Ipod along with the tissue that Niel gave him to wipe his lips. It was never been used.
memories...
Whenever Ljoe can't find a notepad or a piece of paper, he will used a tissue and write what he wants to tell Ricky and throw it to him.
"Ah Hyung!"
"Better pick it up you brat! If you leave it there, Chunji will probably torture you all the way to the dorm."
Ricky picked it up and then he looks at Ljoe signing to open the tissue, and he did.
I want to see you at the dorm's backdoor. As soon as we get home.
Ricky smiles like an ordinary teenager.
"Yah, Ricky! Why are you smiling like that? Huh? What's with that tissue? Let me see that!" Niel and Changjo forcefully taking the tissue on Changhyun's hands when Ljoe throw a pillow on them.
"Ljoe hyung! My hair!" niel cried.
"Really? Then stop bugging Ricky, because his hair will be ruffled too."
"Anio, we are just taking the tissue in his hands." Changjo depends.
"Yah! Both of you stop it." Chunji then comes in and then hugs Ricky, "Don't you dare hurt my baby yah?!" and then he pinches Changhyun's chicks.
"Ah hyung!" Ricky shouting in tingles.
Ljoe's eyes on Ricky is extremely frightful when the boy looks at him. Changhyun already knows what it means, so he quickly got out from Chanhee's arms.
At the same night, Ricky sneak out to see his hyung at the backdoor of their dorm. Ljoe was hiding at the trash can and throwing little stones on his boy Changhyun.
"Ya, hyung! Where are you?"
"I'm here lovely piggy!" Byunghyun then rise from the other side of the trash can.
"What are you doing there?"
He then steps forward to Ricky and hugs the boy tightly.
"Hyung I can't breathe."
"Then die in my arms if I let you do so."
"Really? What if it happens? What will you tell them? That I die because you embraced me so tight?"
"Anio, I will tell them you die with my love."
Changhyun slaps him in his back slightly.
"Wae?"
"You're getting too cheesy, hyung. Maybe that's why your fans are giving you such attentions."
"You jealous?"
"Nae."
"Why?"
"Because I can't do those to you."
"Then do it now."
"What do you want me to do?"
"The things that you want to do to me like what you said."
"Like saying, Saranghae Hyung."
"Saranghae Yoo Changhyun."
"Hyung, will we be this way always?"
"Yes. Always. Always that we will even surpass forever through it."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
nowadays...
After their performance, Ricky and Ljoe suddenly faces each other accidentally inside the dressing room. They tried to evade each other, but they both goes the same way. They were like dancing in unison.
"Yah! Both of you stop!" Chunji said from behind and then goes in between Ricky and Ljoe. "What's with you two? Can't you give way to each other? Haist... you were like dancing waltz."
Then their eyes that were pinned at each other turned to the grounds. As Chunji said, they both went to the sides and gave way to others.
Even inside the car, they were a total stranger to each other. They are already at the dorm, but it seems there were silence between Ricky and Ljoe. They are sleeping just door apart to each other, but whenever their ways will intertwine, its like they came from different building and doesn't know each other.
"Chunji hyung." fishlips calling.
"Nae?" the power voice answered while busy tagging each note together.
"Ljoe hyung doesn't seemed to be interested in this project."
"Maybe not."
"Wae?"
"He did get many of the notes just now."
"Really?"
"Nae."
"I wonder what's with that two."
"Shut your mouth if you don't want it to be sealed if Ljoe hears you."
Where's our promise?
I thought its forever
But why are we getting hurt?
Does our Forever ends here?
Ricky found some of the chocolates and candy wrappers he did put in his books. There in his bed, as he sits right with the book he once bought with Ljoe. He flipped every pages and found some notes that he and Byunghyun wrote on it.
Hyung, you're heart shapes are the worst ever, but it gives me chill that comforts me all the time. I don't know what we already have been these past few days. But I can feel I have an empty spot in my heart. Are you feeling the same way? Hope you do, because my heart will be broken if you don't.
Byunghyun, who was just right at the next door. He is sitting down on their room floor, scanning those notes he once left for Changhyun. He reads all of it over and over.
Yoo Changhyun, I still remember each piece of these notes. I even spends a lot of pens just to be able to write for you. I bought a lot of notepad for you. But now that I don't have even just a spare one, it made us a stranger to each other. Ricky, Ricky, am I just allowed to call you only in me mind?
At the middle of the night, Changhyun can't seem to sleep, so he stands up and decided to get some water. In the kitchen, he found Ljoe sitting on his chair, with a glass of water in the table, holding a tissue.
Ljoe looked at him, but Ricky looked at him with no care. The boy went straight to the fridge and get a glass of water. When Changhyun was about to get out, Ljoe stands up in front of him.
"W- wae? Waeyo?" Ricky asked.
"Huh? Nothing. I'm going to bed now."
"Uh, me too. Goodnight."
"Goodnight."
And Ricky quickly walked pass by his hyung. When he finally gets inside their room, he drops down on the floor with his heart beating so fast. But he's not the only one, because Ljoe experience the same condition.
"Yoo Changhyun."
"Lee Byunghyun."
When the morning comes, Ricky and Ljoe doesn't even talk even to the other members. After breakfast, Ricky went straight in the living room, while Ljoe went back to their room. The others are busy making Ricky's note collage.
Ricky fell asleep at the living room couch. When Byunghyun comes out of his room, he sees him sleeping, and so without any questions, Ljoe put his jacket to the sleeping boy.
"You're such a cute pig. You'll be surprise when you get up. I'm not done with you."
Byunghyun went to Chunji and Changjo's room to see how they were doing about their note project.
"Ya, Ljoe hyung! Help us." Changjo said.
"Why would I need to help you?"
"Aist! You are really mean! we are doing this to make Ricky happy." a fun tone coming from Niel.
"Anio! You guys are really sick! He wouldn't be happy if you do it. You guys should buy food and some condiments because we don't have anything to eat today."
"Why shouldn't you buy those? We are busy here." Chunji answered.
"If you don't go out now, I will wake the sleeping pig in the living room right now and make him come here. If that happens, your surprise project will be revealed in no time."
"Haist! You Lee Byunghyun!" CAP trying to stop Ljoe.
"A ah, better starts walking now hyung. Because I'm the one who was standing in your door. So, i guess, I will be the first to get in the living room before you catch me."
Everybody in the room can't say anything or resist. They all stand up and get out of the dorm. Byunghyun is simply smiling for he wins the day.
He immediately got up in Ricky's room and fix everything on the wall. After half an hour, he then went down and wake Ricky up.
"Ricky ah! Ricky ah!" but it seems Ricky is really digging up his dreams. "Yoo Changhyun, the house is burning wake up!"
"W-what?!" Ricky gets up very quick and panicking.
Ljoe laugh very hard upon his dongsaeng's reactions.
Suddenly Ricky stops because the prank finally sinks in to his thoughts. He looks at Byunghyun with a very mad look.
"Okay, I'm sorry." Ljoe trying to control his laughs.
"Yah! Why did you do that!? I almost fell on the floor!"
"That won't happen, because I will catch you."
Ricky's lips finally pouted to confusions.
"I'm waking you up but you doesn't seem to hear me, so I did it."
"Wae? Why are you waking me up?"
"Come with me."
"Where?"
"In your room."
"Wae?" the lovely boy asked with wide eyes. "What are you going to do to me?"
"Yah! Just come with me! You keep asking questions, just come!" Ljoe pulled Ricky's hand and brought him inside the bedroom.
Before they both enter the room, Byunghyun put a blind fold in Ricky's eyes.
"What really is it?"
"Just follow me, okay?"
"When its you, I always doubt. You keep giving me pranks you know?"
Then Ljoe finally takes off Changhyun's blind fold. Its a dark room, but being lighted by the glow in the dark stick notes on the wall that was shaped in hearts.
"Hyung." Ricky's surprised eyes while slowly scanning the notes on the wall.
"See that empty notes?"
"Nae."
"I will write our everyday to that. It will be the notes that will reminds you how much you mean to me. How much I feel for you. And most of all, that notes will remind you how much I love you."
Changhyun faced Ljoe with tears in his eyes.
Byunghyun then wipe those tears and holds Changhyun's hands, "Yoo Changhyun, I don't know what happened to us in the past that made us strangers to each other. But today, I will assure you that the future will never repeat the history that broke us in two."
"Lee Byunghyun, why are you doing this to me? One day you're hurting me, now you're here making me happy."
"Because I love you. And I promise you, no matter how many times I run out of note pads, I will never get run out of reasons to love you."
"Lee Byunghyun, you fool!"
"And this fool loves you so much Yoo Changhyun."
And they both kiss and make up. As Byunghyun is hugging Changhyun, a thought suddenly came in his mind, "Wait."
"Wae?"
"How about Chunji hyung?"
"Ricky, Chunji is a good friend of ours, why are you worried?"
"I heard CAP hyung words yesterday."
"Nae? CAP knows nothing about it. Wait, I also heard that CAP has your selcas. Where did he get it?"
"Mollayo! He has his own ways of getting what he wants."
While Ricky and Ljoe is having their time together, the other members are walking back home because they don't have their driver.
"I wonder why are we letting Ljoe do this to us? He's really a bad guy." Chunji complaining.
"You know what I am afraid of? He wakes Ricky up and torment him until we get back." Changjo said.
Really? If only these guys knew what's happening.
Song Name: Anong Nangyari sa Ating Dalawa (Translated)
Singer: Aiza Seguerra
Song Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4omDZtEyBE
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