I'm a coward. I'm afraid to face the truth and acknowledge my feelings. Now, I regret that I did not realize my true feelings sooner.

"You know.. I don't get it.. why watch that if it hurts you?," my best friend said from behind me.

Because she's a dancing goddess here.. and I so wish that I'm the one dancing with her.. my mind answered but I bit my lips to keep myself from saying these out loud. He was about to say something but was interrupted by someone knocking.

"Come in," I said as I turn my laptop off.

"Hyungs, SMTOWN meeting. Manager Park is already waiting in the van," Kyuhyun announced while standing by the open door, his eyes glued on his PSP. He did not even bother to come in.

"Arasso, maknae," Hyuk answered. Evil maknae turned to walk away, still focused on whatever game he was playing.

"Aigoo.. that kid..," Eunhyukie muttured while shaking his head. I got my things as he stood up.

"She'll be there.. he'll be there as well..," my best friend trailed off.

I faced him as I paste a half smile on my face, "don't worry.. I'll be fine..".

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hi! i'm the author, rheshana.. i said that i'll post the story soon but i got busy and it's already late at night here.. sorry.. i'll update soon.. hope you're getting the story.. it's kinda confusing.. :)