Dont leave he say. he say dont leave

Regretting sobbing crying regretting

Red blood stained clothes dries awaits awaits in the washing machine, yet he didnt care he didnt care, didnt mind

Loved it instead

His hazy brownish beautifully ugly orbs are in war with settling, he is shaking from head to toe, streams of water forming a waterfall beside him, a new kind, a new red kind

He watches, he smiles he laughs

       he just laugh

But the more you laugh the faster bolder sadness reeks in

Tears rises up to his eyes, as if he had any many lots of liquid to spill

                    its the water he drank just now Right? right

NO

He knows he thinks he realize, this is not who he really is, not who he really is . was

When did he get all wet? when did he wear ripped clothes? and since when did he put red dots and splashes of make up all over his face unorganized? its ugly, its ugly. but romantic, simply lovely

When did he get all wet?

Lovely just as junsu

That junsu, this junsu

The bright, bright teletubies sun junsu, red bight teletubies sun junsu

    no sun is red, Su

He cheered

He opened the water to the extreme and aimed the dish to the beautiful face, the unmoving beautiful face  

    Touch the face of the angel;, touch the face of the angel, your angel. sing to their beauty, sing to their hollowness, they are innocent, they look innocent" he sings

He sings, he sings, he sings, he sings. to a melody he always sung in his mind, his heart. his toungue; never had the chance to singsingsing, not this melody. he missed it, missed him

Leaning down to the ground, to the body inside the pouring tube

Getting closer

Feelingfeeling the long lashes, the small nose, feeling the chopped dry lips, dry dead lips

you need to moister your lips, d-darling

Going further nearer closer to the face, sticking out his tongue, tracing it to the lips in front of him, wetting them for him, wetting them for him, wetting them for him, eating them for himself

For his selfish self

selfish maknae

Of course selfish maknea

He whispered “I said don’t leave” to the deaf ears, because he is his selfish maknae