I’ve never had my hair this short since I was little. Of course it was my decision and it was worth it, but I feel a little sad when I’m looking in the mirror like this…moreover, now Krystal has such long black hair. When did she get so pretty? Is it me or-

¨Stop staring Sulli! Have you fallen for me?¨

¨Wha- no! It’s just that-¨

¨You miss your hair right?¨

¨Well…yeah, it saddens me to see your hair and then mine. It’s not any bad feeling like envy, it’s just…¨

She stood up and tried to style my hair. At first I was surprised because she was being so kind, but after a while she grabbed gel and started making a mess of my hair. I wanted to be at least a little mad but she honestly we were having such a good time, so I just let it go.

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It’s been almost a week that Krystal has kept on being really nice with me. Skinship is always nice, but when she looks at me with that expression I just don’t know what to think. It really confuses me.

¨Sulli-ah, you’ve been spacing out lately. Are you tired? You can rest if you want, you know?¨

¨It’s not necessary unnie, I was just thinking about...unimportant stuff¨

¨You can talk to me if something is bothering you ok? Now work hard!¨

Maybe Luna unnie can help me know what’s going on with me. The problem is…I don’t know what the real problem is. Being near Krystal makes my heart race and sometimes when she’s too close I blush and become nervous. What is wrong with me? She's a member, I literally see her everyday, we've slept together and spent so many years together like all the members but now my heart pounds for her in a different way.

Why?

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I’ve become worse,  all because of that look of hers. On practice I’m constantly failing. At the dorm I run on anything that is in front of me as if I’m blind. All I’m being is a burden, it’s obvious.

I’m even dreaming about Krystal. She hugs me and pets my head, kisses my cheek and tells me sweet stuff. It scares me yet I’m happier, in heaven.

a/n: I meant to post this yesterday but life got in the way. This part is kinda boring in my opinion, next part is better but also the ending ~ I at writing long stuff too...I think you expected something longer?

I hope you enjoy this (: