Blowing Cherry Blossoms

The Pathway to Failure is Filled with Bliss

 

Seunghyun didn’t want to move from his desk after the final bell rang. His legs protested to any movement. The math teacher gave him 20 beatings beyond Jiyong’s original 7. Jiyong averted his eyes from looking at his side of the classroom for the rest of the hour, focusing on the board and diligently writing notes in silence.

Seunghyun wondered if he made the right decision. He thought this would make them closer and maybe Jiyong would at least talk to him after what he did. However, right as the teacher’s bell rang he scrambled to grab his things and quickly limped out the door with stiff legs.

Seunghyun groaned and let his head fall to his desk with a large thud. A few students looked over at him, whispering as they packed their things, but he didn’t care. He needed some pain to remind him of what an idiot he was. He was pretty much invisible after years of the other students teasing him but now he was back in the spotlight again and in such a bad way.

He pulled out his English book to make sure any studiers wouldn’t interrupt his daydreaming to kick him out before gazing out the window at the ghostly barren soccer field surrounded by trees shedding their blossoms in the light wind. Does Jiyong like blossoms above him or does he prefer lush grass between his toes?

Seunghyun glanced at his tattered notebook sticking out of his back and grabbed it before he could completely think through this. He desperately pulled out a pen and started writing.

Pale as blossoms with a tint of pink

Won’t you share your smile with me today?

What is pressing at your mind that makes you leave in such a flurry, like the blossoms from the tree?

Am I your wind or am I your branch?

Will I make your beauty fly away from view?

Will you fly back to me?

Seunghyun stopped his pen from flowing across his paper. He gulped at what he admitted to himself. He wanted to see him again. Why does he want to see this boy so much? Why does he leave such a huge impression on him?

Seunghyun lifted his pen again when he felt someone standing next to him. He looked up to see Jiyong looking down at him, biting his lip, ruffling his hair before sighing and taking the seat next to him.

Seunghyun tensed up and quickly closed his notebook. How much had he seen? He could feel heat starting to rush to his face so he took the chance to put away his notebook and pen when Jiyong spoke.

“Why did you do that?” Jiyong asked him in an irritated tone.

Seunghyun stayed silent.

“I mean, I’m a younger student, I should be taking the beatings, not my older classmates who I barely know.” Jiyong rambled, ruffling his hair again.

“I wanted to talk to you,” Seunghyun whispered.

Jiyong looked confused.

“What would be so important that you’d take a beating for me just to talk?” Jiyong inquired while bending over, elbows on his knees, making him look older than 14.

Seunghyun figured he’d try to keep being honest.

“I wanted to know what and who you were listening to during class today,” Seunghyun admitted.

Jiyong sat for a moment, like trying to remember something from years past.

“Oh! You mean this?” He said pulling out a new Cowon iAUDIO CW100. Seunghyun gasped. Those were for chaebols. How did this kid have one? Does he know how much he wanted one? Seunghyun couldn’t contain himself. He reached over and grabbed it.

“Wah! You have one of these? Are your parents loaded or something? How does it work? How do you get your music on here?” Seunghyun rambled in excitement.

Jiyong snickered at the quiet boy’s outburst.

“My parents aren’t really rich. I had to earn it. I have a part time job after school. You get songs off the Internet and put them on this. It holds about 35 songs. I change them around every week.” Jiyong said to the older who was busy pressing its buttons.

“So, what do you listen to? Do you listen to idol groups?” Seunghyun tried to ask in a nonchalant way but it ended up coming out nervous. He hoped he said no more than he’d like to admit.

Jiyong laughed at Seunghyun’s tone.

“Yah! Why would I listen to that? Am I a girl?” Jiyong snapped at him.

Snatching the player he pushed a couple buttons and put a headphone in Seunghyun’s ear.

Seunghyun heard crisp tones like he hadn’t heard before and American hip-hop flowing into his ear. He started grinning really big, feeling the relief spread through his chest at the sound.

“What do you think?” Jiyong asked, already knowing the answer from Seunghyun’s transparent face.

“It’s like the music I listen to. Who is this? It isn’t Notorious BIG,” Seunghyun asked.

“It’s Wu Tang Clan. I’ve been listening to them for years. It’s kind of my comfort music for when I’m having a hard time.” Jiyong admitted.

Seunghyun nodded. He understood. Sometimes music just has the comfort that no one else can give you. Like the beats slowly erase the problems while hugging your heart.

Jiyong looked at his watch and muttered curses to himself.

“Normally I like going to work but today is going to be more of a pain.’ Jiyong groaned rubbing his stiff legs.

Seunghyun frowned. He didn’t know the boy had a job. He was just so young looking. If he had known, maybe he would have stood up sooner.

“Jiyong?” Seunghyun asked nervously.

“Mmm?“ Jiyong acknowledged while rubbing his legs, trying to loosen the muscles.

“Is there any way I could help you with your job today?” Seunghyun asked looking at his feet.

He looked up to see Jiyong smiling at him.

“Yeah! Of course you can. I think you may like my job as much as I do.” Jiyong beamed at him holding his hand out to try to help Seunghyun up.

Seunghyun held up his hand, passing on the offer. He knew he could get up. He didn’t want to put the pressure on the boy’s tiny legs.

The pain was a dull, stiff ache. He groaned as he stretched his arms and back.

Jiyong grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the door as Seunghyun grabbed his bag. He had to hand it to Jiyong, he was quite enthusiastic for someone who had such a busy life.

At the door, Jiyong turned around to smile a little at Seunghyun.

“Gomowo.” Jiyong said in a soft and serious tone before pulling him down the hall towards the school’s exit.

His cherry blossom seemed to be blowing back to him.

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Rolan1878 #1
Chapter 36: new vip here and am a gtop shipper and a top stan although i love all 5 of them. i've read so many gtop fanfics since i started last oct and this is one of the best i've read. thank you for a great story
jullla
#2
i can't believe...... this is such an old story and i read it just now.... the author isn't even active anymore but... this is such gold? this is real life. i enjoyed reading this thoroughly and i cried and smiled and... it was perfect honestly. i wish jiyong and seunghyun would read fics like this and tell me how much of this is true. real life. all of it???????
i can't wait to read the sequel even tho i saw it was not complete.
THANK U SO MUCH for writing this, if u ever see this, dear writer <3
Anisoara #3
Chapter 36: I really enjoyed this story. I loved it so much I can't find the right words to describe it. I will like a sequel. If possible. Thank you
HyemOlly #4
Chapter 36: Until whenever, I need that sequel more than anything now :-) This was such of outstanding piece of canon fiction, and I need you to write more about this because it could easily become my favorite gtop series if you do. You are a great writer, and I had the best weekend reading this, now one of my favorite gtop fiction. Your charters were so genuine, and real, I could empathize with Seunghyun so much, i just fall fo him again. It feel like going back to watching their documentary era, and i'm so thankful for the amount of work and research you put to the story to hold the most canon events as possible. Really thanks for this.


A side note: I always thought that Jiyong joined YG back when he was around 13 or so, at the seem age that Taeyang. And that both worked hard cleaning and errands boys as a yg trainers that want to debut as a hiphop duo. And Seunghyun learned to meditate through his grandfather who was a famous Korean writer. 
Kfangirl4 #5
Chapter 36: Thank you so much for this story. The reader can tell how much work went into it because it feels so real. Thank you for sharing it with us.
Number_6
#6
Chapter 36: A friend of mine suggested this story the other day & I flew through it to the end. I felt so much for the characters & their struggle through their time together. Looking forward to starting the sequal.
-Yuan-
#7
Chapter 36: This story is really amasing.
I sobbed along with Seunghyun the past chapters, and wow ...
I'm just lost of words.
I'm actually not a vip, I just like them both because they look good together, and are very uniqe in there own way.

So back to your story, you made thi sstory so painfull real with so many small but smart details, like the talks in the dark, I mean it so true we all experience this magical best friend dark talks, but I never read about it in a fanfiction.
Or the really alday problematics of a teager live, the pain I think most of us once felt.
I think who ever read this can find himself in this story just a litle bit, so its very easy to feel along with the charackter.
And most amazing is the not cheesy end, biut still somehow a happy end.
Like live is, we have friends, we have lovers, there come and ther go without our wanting, but if we wan't continue our dreams we have to let go, and work speratly for what we really want to become.

Somehow your fanfiction gave me really confidenc.
i don't know for what.
But I feel like your dream can come true too, what again reminds me about chapter 31, when you feel like everything ios going to become great I'm sure some big stone will hit you. But live goes on anyway.

Thank you for this amazing fanfiction.
I hope you will write someday again a longer fanfiction.
Although I hate the impetent tension of not knowing how it will work on, and if the fanfiction ever gets completet.
So usually I only read completet fanfiction.
And I usually also don't read school fanfiction, but I read a oneshot from you, and since you blew my mind there already I gave this one a chance.
and how to say, the first chapter already cought me, I couldn't stop reading, only if I was forst to do so.

Sorry for my missarable english skills, I hope you don't mind but I have to subscribe you ~
nayeli21
#8
Chapter 36: I loved this with all my heart, I almost read it all in one go but school had to get in the way :/ But I enjoyed reading every word, I just couldn't wait to know what was next, and was heartbroken at parts and so happy at others and ajdhajsh I just love this, it was fantastic >__< I'm really looking forward to the sequel and Jiyong's point of view, I don't think I could get tired of reading any of them :3
geekgirl_923 #9
Chapter 36: YAY!! absolutely fabulous! Thank you for the *4 years later* and the promise of a sequel!! and from Jiyong's point of view! :D great story! thanks again!
youngforever #10
Chapter 36: I'm always excited when you updated this. And I always feel content whenever I'm done reading one chapter. I'm sort of disappointed-happy that this fic is done.... I really hope you can't make the story much longer... But I'm happy!! This fic is so good and well written!! ^^