Jiyoung was my best friend; he always knew what to say. He was Smart, Funny, and gay! He told me, yep. One day he just said it, like it was nothing, “By the way I’m gay,” were his exact words. He didn’t talk much for the next few days. We just were laying the park. That’s all he ever wanted to do. Just lay there, in the park. On a rock that was hidden from view. And we just lay there. Whenever we have time we just lay there.

     One day I asked him why? And he told me. “It’s because I love you, Seunghyun”, and cried; Cried because he couldn’t show he loved me. Because if he did, he would lose his friends, his family, and everything he worked so hard for. I hugged him and he kept crying, I didn’t know what to do. I sat with him and he looked at me. And we just stared. He said “I love you” again, I said “Me too”. He smiled and I kissed him, after that we held hands at that moment I wished we could stay like that forever.