Gone
The abuse led to my suicide (One-shot)Abuse
Abuse
Abuse
That's not exactly what would happen to a person like me. At least that's what i thought.
My marriage to my abuser/husband happen 3 years ago. His name is Hakuei. You may know him from the band Penicillin.
This marriage however was not my decision, it was my fathers. I was very much against it at first but decided to make my dad happy and stopped complaining about it.
The abuse started about 3 months into the marriage. At first he was actually a decent person, nice, kind, and never even touch me in an inappropriate way but like i said 3 months after that everything changed...
*Flashback*
I greeted him as i usually would, the usual "Welcome home" and a kiss to follow. At that time that was the only intimate thing we did.
I was cooking ramen when all of a sudden he came in and asked where had i been that day. I replied that i was at my friend Ruki's house.
"Are you cheating on me?", said Hakuei.
I replied with a simple no and that's when he called me a liar.
*Flashback*
So to make the story short that argument ended with a strong slap and a bruise on my face.
The abuse didn't end.
I was
beaten
and
for 3 years.
Now i sit here in our bedroom thinking about all this crap i went through for 3 years, I wanted to tell someone but I was too scared to.
I have the gun to my head ready to end it all, he's not here, only me.
I want out of this life my father put me in.
I can hear the news now talking about my death.
I don't care.
I say my goodbyes to all the people i love.
I pull the trigger.
My soul now looking at the dead body which was me. It was not the Marie i used to know. It was the disgusting, old, used, Marie.
But now that didn't matter anymore
I was gone
I am free
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